50 shades of Styles

49

Niall lay on the bed and cried. He hid his face in the pillow and he realized one thing. He had ruined everything, but he didn't want to do exactly what Harry wanted, not this time. Niall didn't want to just say yes to everything as he had done so far. Yes, to a playroom. Yes, to the house, as Harry had already had bought. Yes, to live with Harry because Harry wanted that, even as Niall did want the same thing. It was yes to everything and Niall wanted to say no. Only this time. Still, he cried and he cried because he was angry, he was disappointed and he was sad. It was all emotion, and he didn't know what to feel in the end. He had just left Harry and ran past everyone and right into the house. Yes, he was ashamed of his own behavior, but something told him that Harry had convinced him if he had stayed next to him.

A knock on the door and Niall forced himself to look up. Anne came in. She closed the door behind her, and she came over to the bed. She smiled, she wasn't angry and she seemed so calm. She sat down on the edge and she looked at Niall carefully. He swallowed and tried to wipe away the tears.

"Sorry!" he muttered hoarsely. "Everyone must think I'm crazy?"

She laughed a little and she shook her head. He was surprised when she put a hand comforting on his arm.

"You have every right to be angry and sad." she said kindly. "I've actually brought up that dark egotistical idiot and I know how he works."

Niall was surprised and he looked at her.

"I hadn't described the Harry in that way."

She laughed a little and she seemed to sense that Niall would never talk bad about Harry.

"He's not like any other guy, but I know that he loves you." she continued. "I have seen him grow up from being a devil to the big man that he is today, and yes, I'm proud of him, but he can be a little self-minded many times and he has always done as he wanted, right until now."

Niall sobbed a little,

"Is he mad?"

She shook her head.

"No, he's sad and I think he got himself a lesson. He can't just do what he thinks is right, he must learn to listen and that's a quality as he never had."

Niall sat up. Anne was friendly and she seemed to sense what Niall had gone through during this journey. She was now there, in that room, to comfort him and tell the truth.

"When Harry was small, he did everything for me to be angry with him. He tried to tease me from morning to night." she went on nicely. "He was a tyrant, and I was so many times close to just throw him out, but I bit the bullet and I struggled. He hasn't had it easy, and I know that his first year was anything but normal."

Niall nodded a little bit.

"I know. I don't know about all as has happened, but he told me a little."

She smiled kindly.

"Well, then you also know that he really had to think about what to do so many times?"

Niall chose to nod.

"He can be so narrow-minded and he wants to be in control."

Anne laughed a little at Nialls comment.

"Yes, and you can't imagine how many times Gemma has run away from home because he was there." She smiled at the memory. "But times are changing and I'm sure he has found the life he wants and he wants to be with you."

Niall nodded a little bit and he looked down at his hands.

"I love him, but I'm so tired of constantly follow him like a tail."