Chapter 24:

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Lucy's P.O.V:

It is the day that I found Zane cuddled up to Montana. You don't know how much that hurt to see them two like that. I was fucking falling in love with the little bitch. As for my daughter how could she have let Zane cheat on me. My daughter has hurt me such much this time. My kids have always been my world but what do I do when my daughter has taken someone else who was my world. I hope I can just make it through this breakup.

I spend all day watching sad movies and eating icecream.

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It has been a week. I'm over being sad I'm on to the next emotion. I'm so fucking pissed at both bitchs. I will never go around Zane anymore. As for my daughter I won't be talking to that bitch for a while. I still can't see how she was able to have my girl cheat on me with her skank ass. I can't stay mad at my daughter forever though because my sons need their sister in their lives.

I go out and shoot guns for the rest of the day. Let someone fuck with me right now. I wish they would.

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It has been two weeks since my sluty ass skank of a daughter stole my good for nothing low life cheating ass ex girlfriend. I'm so over my rage I now hate the bitchs. They are living it up dating and walking around campus fucking making out. All the teachers say they make I cute couple I just tell them to fuck off. I wish my daughter was never born because then I would either still be with Zane or I would never have met her. I wish for the later though. I have to keep myself locked up at home while I'm not working just so I don't do anything stupid.

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It has been a month. I have relized that it isn't healthy for me to have all this hate in me. I have decided to forgive them. They can't help that they fell in love. I just hope they take care of each other. I may not be able to be around both of them at the same time but my sons do need their sister in their lives. When I decided to stop hating them a heavy load was taken off my shoulders. I miss Zane and that will never change.

I put a song on that I think that Zane should of song to me.

' Every thing that I've been doing is all bad
I got a chick on the side with a crib and a ride
I've been telling you so many lies ain't nothing good it's all bad
And I just wanna confess 'cause it's been going on so long
Girl I've been doing you so wrong and I want you to know that
Every thing that I've been doing is all bad
I got a chick on the side with a crib and a ride
I've been telling you so many lies ain't nothing good it's all bad
And I just wanna confess 'cause it's been going on so long
Girl I've been doing you so wrong and I want you to know that

Everytime I was in L.A. I was with my ex-girlfriend
Everytime you called I told you,
"Baby I'm working." (No!)
I was out doing my dirt (Oh!)
Wasn't thinkin' 'bout you gettin' hurt
(I) was hand in hand in the Beverly Center like man
Not givin' a damn who sees me
So gone (I know)
So wrong (just listen)
Acting like I didn't have you sittin' at home
Thinkin' about me
Bein' a good girl that you are
But you probably believe you got a good man
I man that never would do the things I'm about to tell you I've done
Brace yourself
It ain't good
But it would be even worse if you heard this from somebody else

Every thing that I've been doing is all bad
I got a chick on the side with a crib and a ride
I've been telling you so many lies ain't nothing good it's all bad
And I just wanna confess 'cause it's been going on so long
Girl I've been doing you so wrong and I want you to know that
Every thing that I've been doing is all bad
I got a chick on the side with a crib and a ride
I've been telling you so many lies ain't nothing good it's all bad
And I just wanna confess 'cause it's been going on so long
Girl I've been doing you so wrong and I want you to know that

if I could turn back the hands of time and start all over I would
stead of everything being all bad beby everything will be all good
I don't wanna lose you but I know what I'm telling you ain't gonna' make you wanna stay, probably just make you run away or
mad enough to punch me in my face
I've been living like an idiot and I deserve every bit of it
I know, today is the day that I end all the lying and the playing and the bullshit
Girl, I'm sorry baby I'm sorry
But I can no longer walk around with this stress on my chest
I confess...

Every thing that I've been doing is all bad
I got a chick on the side with a crib and a ride
I've been telling you so many lies ain't nothing good it's all bad
And I just wanna confess 'cause it's been going on so long
Girl I've been doing you so wrong and I want you to know that
Every thing that I've been doing is all bad
I got a chick on the side with a crib and a ride
I've been telling you so many lies ain't nothing good it's all bad
And I just wanna confess 'cause it's been going on so long
Girl I've been doing you so wrong and I want you to know that

Can you break it down....'

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