Chapter 31:

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Lucy's P.O.V:

After I asked Zane to be mine again she said yes. We are cuddled up watching a movie. Dylan is going to pick the boys up. I hear a knock on my door. I go and open it. It is Montana. She says, " Is MY fiancée here?"

" She isn't yours anymore. She is my girlfriend. You have hurt her for the last time."

She slaps me and I grab my face. She says, " She will never be yours again. I know something she doesn't yet. When I tell her she will run back to me. Oh and you are a piece of shit mom. One day my brothers will find that out. They will want nothing to do with you."

I slap her harder then she slapped me. She punches me. Zane walks up and says, " Montana you need to leave. Don't try to find me again. I have made my choice."

" No babe please don't leave me. The insemination worked. Our eggs are combined and I'm having your baby."

" What insemination. How did you get my egg?"

" I did it while you were asleep. I wanted it to be a surprise."

" Please just leave Montana."

" You will never see your kid then."

Zane walks away. I say, " If you are pregnant then she will be apart of your kids life."

" No she lost her chance. You won mom. You also made a baby lose a parent. Hope you feel good about it."

She walks away and I walk back into the living room. Zane looks at me and knows the look in my eyes. She says, " Don't even. We just got back together. I can't lose you again." She starts having tears roll down her face.

" Zane you know I love you but if you are having a baby with Montana then you need to be there for the baby."

" She probably isn't even pregnant. If she is then I will be a parent to the baby. I don't have to be with Montana to be in my child's life. Montana stole my egg as it is. I don't even know how she did it."

" Well she has enough money that she could of had a doctor do it while you were asleep. However the fact is that baby will be my grandkid and what is he or she going to think when she finds out that one of the moms is dating the grandmother."

" The baby won't understand that at first. However when the baby gets old enough I will tell them the whole story."

" I'm sorry but I just can't do that to Montana or the baby. You need to go and be with her."

" Oh so once again you are picking Montana's happiness over ours when it should be my choice."

" Yes because that is how you are suppose to be when your a parent. You will understand soon enough."

" No I will never understand."

" Please just go."

She leaves. After she is gone I drop to the ground and start to cry. I put a song on that is the part two of the song I listened to after I went through all of the emotions of the first time I lost her to Montana.

' (phone rings)
(talking)
Hello,
Yo I'm in the booth, I'ma call you right back,
No I just gotta put this one part down, I'ma call you back,
I'm at the studio man,
Man quit playing with me man,
No for real don't play like that,
Are you, are you serious?
How you know?
Put that on everything,
Damn, I'ma call you back,
I'ma call you back.

(Sings)
Everytime I was in L.A. I was with my ex-girlfriend
Everytime you called I told you baby, I'm working
Noo, I was out doing my dirt
Ohh, wasn't thinking about you getting hurt
I was hand in hand in the Beverly Center
Like man, not giving a damn who sees me
So gone, so wrong
Acting like I didn't have you sitting at home
Thinking about me, being the good girl that you are
I bet you probably believe you got a good man
A man that never would do the things I'm about to tell you I've done
Brace yourself, it ain't good
But it would be ever worse if you heard this from somebody else
Oh no,
(talking) I know you hate me, I know I hurt you,
But there's more,
Listen

Watch this...

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part two of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so thrown and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I don't know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

Sittin here stuck on stupid, tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said one second baby please hear me

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I don't know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

This by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my life
It's about us
Please

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I don't know what to do
I guess I gotta keep part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions'

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