The Queen of Them (Kaneki Ken x Reader)

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Kaneki's POV

N..No.. She's.. She's dead. And it's my fault.. I thought.

Tears running down my cheeks, I crawled to her body, resting my head against her own. It was cold, lifeless.

"Seems like I'll leave you alone.." Jason said, walking away from the room.

"Kaneki-sama, you really want to do this..?"

"We-well, it's up to you.."

"It's your choice. We don't have to train at this pace, you know." (Y/n) said, holding my hand tightly.

"No, I need to train. I have to do this." I stated, looking at her.

"Okay.. Yomo-san, wanna help me here?"

Yomo just hummed in agreement and joined (Y/n) as she moved away from my hand. Within seconds, I began to dodge both of their hits. But, eventually, I had to land a hit in either one of them.

"So, was this the way you wanted things to end up? With (Y/n)-chan dead protecting you?" Rize asked me.

"No.. Not really.. I wanted a perfect life with (Y/n)-sama.. I wanted to marry her someday, make her officially mine. But, she wouldn't have let go when I cheated on her that's a fact.." I stated, looking to my side to see Rize.

"I wouldn't be so sure about that.. You see, (Y/n) was your red string of fate. See that red string on our finger?" Rize pointed out. I looked down at my finger to that there was a red string going forward. "She would've forgiven you.. But, she can't, all thanks to you, Kaneki-kun."

"Shut up.."

"It's your fault she dead.. I mean, how could you protect her if you can protect her third mother..?"

My eyes widen and looked up to see what I saw with Ryouko's death.

"Ryouko-san.. NO, NO! STOP IT!"

Nothing. As much as I struggled with getting free, I was stuck as I relived her death. The pain (Y/n) when through. She struggle to even getting up was pain for her and for me to see.

"And both of them won't be the last.."

The place changed as I saw Touka and Hinami, close to death. Jason had them.

"Touka-chan.. Hinami.." I muttered. Jason had taken out his kagune and killed them both.

"You'll loose everything you have again.."

The setting changed again, turning into the hallway to Nishio's dorm. Hide was there, walking away from me.

"Hide! I'm right here!" I yelled out to him. Shaking, my body was getting heavy.

"You're a monster.." Hide told me.

"Wh- I'm not.. I swear that I'm not.."

"Why didn't you or (Y/n)-san tell me about this? Why didn't you save her, Kaneki? You should've told me something about this. Both of you had a choice and you both failed! That's why.."