We got in around 9:10pm which is okay I guess.well not really. Kasey wanted to stay at the park for longer but I didn't so we came home. She's been on the phone ever since we got back from the park. She's on the phone to Emily. We've been home for 30 minutes and I just want to talk to her. I'm sat on her bed watching Netflix alone.I'm currently watching dumb and dumber because I'm bored. I wish things were back to normal again. My mums funeral is on Saturday ,which is 3 days from today. I have my speech ready but I might not go. It will make it worse for me because I'm already feeling down. "Kasey I'm gunna go sleep at 10 "
Kasey told Emily she had to go and would talk soon. She then came and lay beside me "sorry, I haven't spoke to Emily in ages"
"Don't apologise" I said in a soft voice. "what you watching Leo?" And with that she snuggled with me and took an earphone to listen. We drifted to sleep soundly.
