I was watching this movie called the apple of my eye (a bit inappropriate but SUCH A GOOD MOVIE) (also is a mandarin movie) I realized something:
Me worrying about you is pointless. Me worrying how I should look in front you, or worrying how you'll think of me if i do this or whatever- it's all pointless. Because I know this won't ever happen. Yes, I love you more than I should. When you leave, I will cry. But I'll be happy for you when you find the one for you. I was wrong. I've thought that when you see someone you love, love someone else, you boil up with rage and I don't know, take revenge or something. But that's all wrong. You like Geleyia and I'm okay with that. As long as you're happy and as long as you don't change for her, as long as she deserves a boy like you, I'm okay.
HERRO! I'm dedicating this chapter to my only actual reader IOU_a_fall_3 She's a very encouraging person and is very kind. Also please read her book called the betters (which I'm really enjoying rn)
Also a big thank you for audreytalia16 helping me think of the story plot and names and other things. She's done a very big part in my book and I can't thank her anymore than I have.
YOU ARE READING
For the past days, and the days to come
RandomIt's alright to love someone who doesn't love you back. As long as they're worth you loving them. As long as they deserve.
