I tried so hard to make you want me. I tried so hard to impress you. I tried to understand why you left me. I tried to understand why you liked me in the first place. I'm not pretty, I'm not some one who's easy to deal with. I'm annoying sometimes. I'm useless and pathetic, and i always ask myself, why did someone like you love me? When you left me, I knew you didn't love me, you were playing with my emotions. But even after you said no, you still kept coming back. I don't need you to call me tonight. I don't need you to see if I'm alright. You left me, so leave me. Only if you leave me alone, will I get over you. But that's a lie im trying to convince my self. I wish it was so easy. You leave, I cry for a few days, I get over you and gush over another guy at school. I just wish it was that easy. But everything comes the hard way. But I know, I'll get over you. No matter what, I'll get over you and I'll realize how stupid I've been. How naive I was when I loved you. Because I won't love you anymore and I'll come back to my senses
Hey hey....OML it's been so long since I've been on. I just had a lot to deal with and wattpad was the least of my concerns... But I'm back so expect a few updates from me😊😊
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SonstigesIt's alright to love someone who doesn't love you back. As long as they're worth you loving them. As long as they deserve.
