Become

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Never be like you- Flume ft. Kai

UGH. I hate it when he smiles. I hate it when he laughs. I fucking hate it when he makes me want to kiss him but then I'm reminded of the things he do and I hate him all over again. He comes by me and always walks past me, yet he never talks to me. I mean, we were friends before this whole thing happened. And now, you look at me like I'm a stranger. I've changed so much for you and I only realize now that it's a waste because you aren't worth it. You really aren't. If i had to change only so you can like me... then i don't want to be a fake. I want you to like me for who I am  not for the person you want to see. Sure I fuck up sometimes and do stupid stuff but that's why you'd love me. You're supposed to hold me close and tell me to get off the benches because everyone's watching. You'd ask what the fuck I'm doing while you're laughing. I'm only human and you know I make mistakes. But this isn't a mistake I made. You did.For telling everyone I liked you. I want to know who I am, What I want to become. But with you... I'm missing a part of myself, I don't know who I am... or what I've become for you.

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