Thinking bout you- Ariana Grande
Dear Wynter**,
I'm sorry I have to do it this way, but I can't bring myself up to tell you this myself. I hope... one day you'll see this and realize that some people really did care about you. The first time I saw you. You were talking to someone and I never thought of you like that. The first time I REALLY saw you was right before March Break, we'd become really good friends and I began thinking about you. Then I saw you while I was grocery shopping, then I told some friend and the misinterpreted and thought that I...liked you. I won't lie to you, I didn't actually like you. It was just some rumour that my friends decided to pull up. Then I started to hang out with you... and I already knew what was coming. I liked you, but even I wasn't so sure if i even liked you that way. My life was really messed up and I didn't really need another problem to solve, so I distanced myself from you, I avoided you and that just got worse. I started wondering what you would think of me and I starting to remember all the cute and silly things you would say to me. You noticed and... things went differently like I excepted to, but I regretted it. You moved on... and I couldn't do anything about it. I'm not saying I'm regretting the memories we had, the times we held hands or when we hugged and...kissed. But what I do regret is meeting you. Because if I didn't, I wouldn't be feeling like... this. The sick feeling I get every time I see you with her. I've tried to hide what I feel all the time. But... I guess I couldn't take it anymore
It's a very small piece... sorry but hope you like it!
**- names have been altered for person's privacy (lol I write like a professional:)
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For the past days, and the days to come
RandomIt's alright to love someone who doesn't love you back. As long as they're worth you loving them. As long as they deserve.
