Superficial Love

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Superficial Love- Ruth B

It's hard to see someone you love, love someone else. You'd ask yourself, why am I not pretty? It is hard to see you drool over her, but you can't help it, and I can't help gush over you. Every day, I'd want you to notice me, I'd want you to see how pretty I am when know I'm not as pretty as her. I'd want you to see how funny I am, when I know I'm not as funny as her. I realized as I went, you would like me because I wanted you to see what you wanted to see, what you wanted to hear, what you wanted to do, and that's not right. No, I don't like sushi, I don't like playing football. But i started eating sushi for you not that I'm saying it wasn't good. I started playing football with you(I twisted my ankle, then broke my foot and shoulder). If I have to sacrifice everything for you, If I have to become a model for you everyday, this isn't a superficial love. It's not real because i'm not real. 

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