Holding On (COMPLETED)

Chapter eleven

Cool fingers brush my face and I hear a voice talking to me.
"Why do you do this to me? How am I supposed to let you go gorgeous when you are holding on?" Cole asks.
I am warm all balled up and I stretch my legs out, they are tangled with another pair and a strong arm holds me close. My fingers are holding onto skin and by the way it moves I can tell it's a chest, I can feel a heartbeat under my fingers. This body is warm and soft, it's not Cooper. Now Cole's words make sense, fuck I fell asleep with him. I take back my hand and move back as far as the couch allows, this is not going to put Coop's mind at ease about us and it seems like Cole isn't very happy about it either.
"Guess my times up" he whispers and kisses my hair and my face, my temple and my forehead. "It was nice while it lasted gorgeous" his voice is filled with pain as he places a soft kiss on my lips, he breaks free from my side now my limbs don't hold him down.
"Cole" I croak in my sleepy voice.
"Yeah honey?" He asks sitting on the edge with his back to me.
I don't know what to say and when I don't say anything he turns back to me, my eyes open and I give him a small smile.
"I know Iz" he cups my face then stands and leaves me on my own.

I sit up and place my head in my hands. Fuck! How do I mess things up so quickly? I hurt and angered Cooper two seconds after getting in the door, he tried to hide it but I could feel it. Where is he now? God how long was I sleeping? I hope he hasn't left for work without me.
I go down to our room and I hear the shower running in the bathroom, the door is closed and I don't know whether I'm welcome to enter. I knock quietly. No answer. Well if I'm not allowed to hide neither is he. I open the door and stand beside the shower, the steam has fogged the glass and I can't see in.
"Room for one more?" I ask quietly.
"Hey, you're awake. Always for you baby" Coop answers, maybe he didn't hear me knock.
I strip off and open the door, a wall of steam greeting me. As I step in strong thick arms pull me close and the smell of Cooper fills me. I hold him tight keeping my head down and let the wall of water wash over me.
"Sorry" I say to our feet.
"You're working too hard, you needed a rest. Don't worry about it" his hands massage my back and I melt into him.
"Fuck you feel so good" I moan.
"Hmm baby, you know that sleepy voice turns me on" his hands cup my face and his lips cover mine.
He moves slow and kisses me deep, my head spins and my arms clutch him to my body.
"I want you, right now" I shiver as his hands move over my stomach to my chest.
"Still in business mode I see" he smirks and lifts me onto his body and I wrap my legs around him. "That's fine beautiful, just tell me what you want and I'll obey" he kisses my neck and my head falls back.
"I want you inside me but don't move, I want you to kiss me till I cant think straight then I want you to give to me hard and slow. You know how I like it" I blush as his eyes go wide and a smile crosses his face.
He didn't expect me to really tell him. He obeys willingly and I lose my breath as he fills me.
"Just like that Miss. Taylor?" He groans, I shake my head.
"No, I'm Mrs. Fucking Bentley to you" I kiss him hard.
"Oh god I hope so" he moans then returns the kiss
Does he doubt it? Coop no, I'm yours body and soul. He has to believe me, how do I make him see it?
"Baby stop thinking so I can fucking move already, this is driving me crazy" his voice is filled with need and he sounds crazy.
"Cooper, look at me" I whisper and he does, moving his lips from my neck and jaw to face me.
"Izzy?" He asks looking concerned.
"Cooper, I love you so much. I just realised I haven't told you today and I need you to know that" I tell him staring into his magical emerald eyes, his smile reaches them making them so beautiful.
"Oh baby I love you too" his mouth smashes mine and his tongue pushes deep.
I cry out at as I feel his passion and love for me rush through me and I move my tongue to dance with his, finally his hips move and my nails dig deep holding on for dear life. His moan in my mouth takes me higher and his thrusts are exactly what I needed, he hits me just right. Us together is just right and nothing will ever be this perfect.
"Oh fuck, lover you feel so good. Don't stop!" I cry out.
"Izzy baby, I couldn't if I wanted to. I need you so bad" he hits me harder and harder and I believe him.
"You are so strong Chuck, hmm I love your muscles" I praise him running my hands over his arms and chest.
"Baby I need you to come for me, you feel too good. I need this too much, baby please" he begs in my ear.
Oh fuck! His hands are pushing down on my shoulder driving him deeper into me and wrapped around my back holding me to him like I'm his prized possession. The hot steam and hard spray of the water adds to everything my body is feeling.
"I'm so close Coop, just a little more" I tell him breathless and he growls making me shiver.
His hand fists my hair and he pulls exposing my neck and he bites me, not soft and gentle but hard and branding. It stings and the pain mixed with the pleasure sends me off like a rocket, my whole body grips him tight and I cry out. Coop takes advantage of my open mouth and claims it once more, his tongue fights with mine and he is rough. Rough with his hips and with his hands, with his tongue and his breath.
Oh fuck if I wasn't already his I would be now, he just fucking claimed me and his climax alone sends me off again. I whimper as tremors rock through me and Cooper's hands become gentle and loving once more.
"You are so fucking perfect baby" he whispers kissing me everywhere he can reach.
"We are perfect, that was perfection" I correct him running my fingers through his long wet hair.
"I have needed to do this since the restaurant, you were so turned on in the car I thought we would be like this hours ago" Coop smiles and turns so my head is under the raindrop shower head.
I lean my head back so the water flows down my back, man I love this shower. Man I love this man.
"I guess we will have to get used to someone else living in the house with us, I was hoping to only make it as far as the lounge before jumping you" I admit.
Cooper leans down to bite a nipple making me gasp.
"Anytime, anywhere baby. You want me, I'm yours" he tells me serious.
"I think you just wrote your vows" I giggle.
"Tell me again how much you want to marry me" his arm around my back holds me tighter and I can feel this is not just a fleeting question, he needs reassurance.
"It's more than a compulsion, I can't explain it right but it's like we are tied together. Everyday we get closer to the wedding the rope gets tighter, we get closer. It's like there is a pressure building and only my husbands kiss can release it. I know it sounds stupid out loud, but I know how I feel about you. I know I need to be your wife" I shake my head knowing I didn't explain it right.
"It doesn't sound stupid to me baby, it's like we started something in that hippies jewellery store and everyday we don't finish it with our vows it gets harder to breathe. The need I have to kiss my wife is consuming" he tells me and that's exactly how I feel.
"Then kiss me now" I breathe.
He does, his kisses are always so good. He is still inside me holding me tight and I'm wrapped around him like a koala. It doesn't surprise me when he starts to move, I could feel him hardening with my kiss. He moves slow and gentle the same ways as he kisses me, we moan at the same time and get lost in each other.