My Mom died.
My scars, what if he sees them?
My teeth aren't as white as yours,
I'm not skinny,
I feel fat,
I'm insecure.
And my name, what kind of name is "Lacey"?
Hunter will notice all my flaws the second he lies his eyes on me.
Here it goes...
R...
I slammed the phone down. Running out of the room. Pushing past people while balling my eyes out. I run outside of the building onto the street with cars. I had no clue what I was doing.
"MOM!!! I AM SO SORRY!!" How did I repay my mum? By being embarrassed by her. Telling her I hated her. In fact, the final words I said to her were "I Hate You."
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All she wanted me to do was be happy. But I let my anger get in the way. I never had that mother and daughter relationship. I guess I never will...
I walked back into the building through everyone looking like the grouch. I went into my now messed hotel bedroom feeling: Ungrateful, Hurt And weak. 💔
It was like 2:00 Am. Cassie was sleeping. (Alisha's roommate for the school trip, also best friend) Now making light feathered footsteps to the bathroom. I pause. Looking in the mirror, thinking to myself, What have I Become? A monster...
I bend down, facing the sink, splashing my face with the cold water. I pause. I let the beads of water drip off my dry skin.
The night was chilly. I remained still, refusing to shiver. I was still trying to process what I've just been told. I was still hoping that there was a chance that I was just having a nightmare, a very BAD nightmare.
