Death.
How does one move forward after losing the one you've ever had any sort of emotional relation to?
How do you plaster on a fake smile knowing it wasn't an ordinary tragic death?
How do you put one foot in front of the other, entering the big wide world knowing any one of those individual souls could have inflicted such a painful death on my father?
The answer?
Revenge.
Revenge.
How I craved for it.
How I longed to fuel my adrenaline and catch the man who brought such pain and destruction to my world. The cynical thoughts that engulfed my mind when thinking about what I could potentially do and give my father his long lost justice put my feeble mind at ease.
Now that I devoted my life in seek of revenge, I refused to let anyone or anything bombard my pathway. Show no compassion. Show no mercy.
So how did it all go wrong?
I refused to make any errors, refused to put my guard down and trust for the second time in my 18 years of life but I guess that was me being naive.
What happened?
Love.
I fell into the world of hearts and trust which I only later found out to be was a blanket that concealed the deep dark truth I was in search for.
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