Guilt. ( Justin Bieber Fanfiction )

Chapter 12. - You'll kill her.

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Justin-

I gently drove down the road, continuously turning my head to my left needing to know what Bree was thinking. She was currently sitting in the passenger seat, her back straight and her shoulders high allowing her hands to sit on her lap being that they were both locked in one another.

She refused to convey a single ounce of emotion as her face remained blank like an empty canvas awaiting to be splashed colours upon; except in this case- no colours would fall onto her face therefore continuing to abide as unreadable.

In a desperate urge in wanting to hear her voice again and cut through the thick tension filled atmosphere, I realised Starbucks was around the corner which was no doubt her favourite place considering she loved caffeine.

''Hey Bree, do you want to go into Starbucks?... you know, to grab a coffee?'' I happily spoke which wasn't at all what I was feeling.

She merely shook her head, looking straight ahead, out of the window.

I could feel my heart drown with sorrow as I acted as if her lack of communication didn't at all faze me. ''That's fine'' I plainly replied before turning away from her and concentrating on the road.

Every second that passed seemed like an hour. It was all becoming to excruciatingly painful and I could feel the air begin to choke me of my last breath.

Everything I touched seemed to fuck up and everyone I got involved with I also seemed to ruin. The familiar feeling of anger began to rise within me resulting in my grip around the steering wheel to tighten.

Brad was right.

I had to let her go, so surely Bree being angry with me right now was going to make things easer for us both going our separate ways right?

''NO!'' I unconsciously yelled, refusing to let her go. I couldn't.

I simply couldn't.

From the corner of my eye, I sensed Bree slightly flinch at my sudden outburst but instantly transformed back into her emotionless self.

''Fuck'' I muttered, turning my car as her house was now visible due to how close we were. I parked it just outside of her driveway killing the engine that was our only source of sound.

Swallowing the saliva in my throat, I lightly craned my neck to face her.

''You know...'' I laughed after a couple of seconds of silence. ''Brad told me to stay away from you... to simply let you go.'' I shrugged, allowing each word to roll off my tongue.

She finally looked at me, her expression resembling one of a deer struck in bright headlights.

''And...he's right'' I simply continued.

''Yes. He is right...'' she smiled briefly. ''Goodbye Justin'' she gave me a subtle nod before opening the passenger seat door and walking up onto the long pathway that led to her house.

I stared blankly at the empty seat Bree was sat upon prior to 5 seconds ago, the eerie whisper at the back of my head forcing me to start the engine and forget all about her.

My heart clenched at the thought of not having her in my life. Feeling all the anger, frustration, annoyance and want flood within me, I ripped the door open storming off after Bree.

I gaped at her as she slowly trudged down the path, her back slightly hunched with hurt and one of her hands brought up touching her face ''I wasn't finished'' I yelled stopping in my tracks and meeting the frame of her back.