Am I really worthless (Pete Wentz fanfic)

Chapter 6

Morgans Pov

"Why am I alive?" i said not realizing i was talking out loud. "Babe, Please don't talk like that. You know I'm here and Kaitlyn's here to talk to." My boyfriend replied in a voice of fear. "Oh my god i didn't mean to say that out loud. Pete I'm so sorry." I replied. Just another reason i need to die... "Babe whats wrong? i need you to trust that I'll ALWAYS be here for you no matter what.." He replied reaching for my hand with genuine sympathy. "I know its just can we talk about it somewhere else?" I replied uncomfortable with the topic. We finish our food and go to car. I slip in my Blurryface cd and start to scroll threw twitter. "You're not gonna get out of telling me that easy Morgan." Pete said stern yet concerned at the same time (YO THAT RHYMED). "Ok shoot. ask me questions. What do you wanna know." i almost snapped. "Oh my god Pete I'm sorry. I've been a bitch these past few days. I just haven't felt myself. Me and Kaitlyn are on bad terms and its my fault, I'm sure she hates me." i quickly said with tears starting to flood my eyes. "Babe don't apologize for being out of it i just, i just want you to be able to trust me. To be able to tell me when you're scared or hurting or anything. Morgan you give me a feeling no one or nothing ever has, I was always told "find someone who makes you feel the way the music makes you feel" and god damnit Morgan its you." Pete said as he pulled into an empty parking lot. When the car came to a stop he gently cupped my face in his hand. "Morgan Smith I think I'm in love with you, and damnit Morgan I've had girlfriend in the past but they've never made me feel the way you do. I never knew what love was until i met you. i didn't know what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile so big my eyes start to close for no reason until i met you." Pete said as his perfect brown eyes flooded with tears. "So pleas, tell me as much about yourself as you are comfortable with." He said trying not to choke up. "Well if you really wanna know, i think I'm useless. a terrible musician. a wa...." i said as was cut off by Pete. "You play music?" he asked "yea i do , now let me get back to what i was saying." I said with a chuckle. " I'm a waist of space and breath. i feel like a burden everybody therefore i keep to myself." I said as i started to cry. by this point Pete was crying as he was staring at the ceiling of the car. "babe I'm so sorry. i should've asked sooner, i should've payed attention to it." Pete said, crying. I cupped his chin in my hand and made him face me. "Pete its ok." I said then laying a gently peck on his soft lips and he put his forehead on mine. "Hey PeterPanda?" i said "Yes Beautiful?" Pete replied with a grin on his face "I love you..." I said with a smile so wide my eyes started to close. " I love you too" My boyfriend said as he gave me a short, gentle, and passionate kiss.

~~~~~~~~TIMESKIP~~~~~~~~

"What instruments do you play?" Pete asked out of nowhere "Umm i play guitar, piano, drums, bass, and i sing.." i answered his question. My boyfriend is the greatest guy in the world. "What all can you play? i mean besides bass." I asked because honestly I'm clueless. "I play bass of course. uhh guitar and a little drums." He answered with an adorable smirk on his face. "I need to talk to Kaitlyn. I need to fix what i messed up." i said in stern and determined voice. "Ill talk to her at school tomorrow." i added....

"HEY BABE!!" Pete yelled across the house in an almost angry voice. "WHAT!!" i yelled back......