Am I really worthless (Pete Wentz fanfic)

Chapter 27

(A/N:  Oh boy. Y'all are gonna hate me)

Petes POV

"Mr. Wentz" the loud voice called. "Y-yea that's me" I said as I stood and walked over to him. "Yes. Your fiancée, she- she's is a coma. There's a large chance she might never wake up. There is however still a very slim chance she might. It won't be anytime soon though. No sooner than a week." He told me emotionless. I dropped to my knees on the floor. I couldn't believe it. I just sat there. "Thank you Doctor. Can we see her?" My mom said to the doctor. "Yes. Follow me." He said. "Come on buddy. Let's go" Patrick said as he pulled me off the floor and we walked to Morgan's room. "Here we are." The doctor said as we got to her room. "Oh my god. She's so - so lifeless. So pale." I said as I stood at the door. "I can't believe this." I heard Kaitlyn say. "I'll leave you all alone." The doctor said as he left. I walked over to her bed side and leaned over to kiss her forehead. "She's not my Morgan." I said as broke down, putting my head into her neck. "She's still in there man. I know she is" joe said as he patted my back. "Hey Pete, do you want us to leave you alone with her for a bit?" Kaitlyn asked. "Uh yea that would be great" I said as I tried to ease my crying. "We'll be in the cafeteria down the hall" my mom said as they all left. "I'm so sorry Morgan." I said as I sat down beside her. "I'm sorry I let this happen. I know you probably don't hear me, but I need you to promise me you'll wake up. I won't rush it, but please, wake up when you're ready." I said as my eyes filled with tears "I'll be a better man to and for you. I'll protect you from everything. I wanna start a family with you. I wanna have all that with you. I just need you to wake up for me eventually. You can't leave me here alone." I said grabbing her hand and laying a gentle kiss on it. "I love you baby. I'll be here waiting." I said as I got up to meet everyone in the cafeteria. " I don't know if I can do this guys." I said sitting down with my bestfriends. "Wait where's my mom?" I asked once I realized she wasn't there with us. "She left. Said she had to meet your dad or some shit." Patrick said. "She always picks the bad times to leave." I said as I stared at the table. "I'm sorry man"  my bestfriend told me. "No don't worry about it. It's not your fault. I'm just scared and thought maybe she would she stay or atleast let me know she was leaving." I said still staring at the table while a tear fell from my face, hitting the table. "She'll wake up. She's strong." Kaitlyn. "Yea and what if she doesn't. She's had some bad break downs lately. You wouldn't know that though would you?" I snapped. "God in so sorry. I crossed a line. Kaitlyn I- im sorry." I said trying to apologizing. "You're just scared I get it." She told me. "She started cutting again." I said as I sat back in the chair." I didn't find out till like two or three nights ago." I said. "We should go back to her room." I said getting up and starting back towards my fiancées hospital room.