Petes POV.
Sometimes home isn't four walls and a roof, it's 2 eyes and a heartbeat. And right now I am the most homesick I've ever been. I haven't seen her in a few days. It's killing me. I'm gonna call Kaitlyn and see if she wants to go. "Hey Pete" I heard Kaitlyns voice through the phone. "Hey Kaitlyn, uh, I'm going to the hospital to see Morgan. Do you wanna go. They probably won't let you up unless your with me." I asked her. "Uh yea yea sure I'll meet you at the the hospital" she answered. "Ok sweet bye" I said as I hung up the phone. I'm slowly losing hope everything. Losing hope that everything will be ok, in myself, my future. I'm nothing with out her. She's my everything and I don't what ill do if she never wakes up. I guess I didn't realize I was crying until I parked at the hospital to meet Kaitlin. "Hey Pete you ok?" Kaitlyn asked when she saw my puffy eyes from crying. "Yea I was just thinking about how much she means to me and how I'm nothing without her and if I lose her I don't know what ill do Kaitlyn, I cant just find someone else, ill never love anyone like I love her. It wouldn't be fair to the other person. I'll never say I love you to another person and it mean the same or as much as when I say it her. I promised I wouldn't hurt her again. What if I find someone else and she wakes up? What then?" I said to her as more tears fell from my eyes. "come here Pete, let it out." she told me as she pulled me into a hug. I cried into her shoulder for about 10 minutes before I decided I could go see Morgan. "Thanks for that Kaitlyn." I said as we headed to Morgan's room. "Anytime Pete." she said as we walked into the room. "How's it lookin doc?" I asked doctor Taylor when we walked into the room. "Hey Pete. Its not looking to great. We don't know when shell wake up. If she ever wakes up. I'm sorry Pete." He told me. "No no no . there's gotta be something you can do." I said doing everything I can not to break down. "I'm sorry Pete there's nothing we can do but sit and wait right now." he said with a sad look on his face. "no" I said as I broke down beside Morgans bed. "I love you Morgan. Give me something, let me know you're still in there somewhere." I said holding her hand.
(A/N: Epilogue is next. Are you ready? I loved writing this book.)
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