Start of Time » Stiles Stilinski

7. Cold as Ice

"I'm fine...seriously, just stop.." I whispered, my voice still sore from apparently screaming my head off like a crazy person. 

Stiles caught me up to speed on what had happened. Apparently after I went into the bathroom, he heard me screaming before the sound of glass breaking. When he ran inside after me, I guess i was slamming my fist into the bathroom mirror and screaming and crying on. I couldn't help but shiver at the thought. 

Was I going crazy? 

I honestly didn't know anymore. I feel like ever since getting bitten by Peter, I've become more angry, scared, and apparently crazy. 

"You are far from fine. Sara, you were screaming and crying about Peter being back. You broke the bathroom mirror and almost cut huge gashes in your knuckles. I actually think this falls under the class of not fine, far from it in fact." Stiles argued with me. 

Right now, we were sitting in his jeep outside of my house. I was already dreading on having to explain to dad how my knuckles were cut up and bruised. I didn't really feel like talking to him and especially Stiles on how I'm probably turning into a crazy woman. I mean, it's not like I know what's going on with me so I don't understand why Stiles is waiting for me to say something that will make this all magically make sense. 

I can't and I won't because there is no logical explanation as to why I'm a crazy person now. 

"Stiles, I don't know what you want me to say..I don't know what happened but I saw him, I know I did or do you not believe me?" I asked him, my tone of voice changing as I looked into his eyes. I was trying to find any sort of sign that would let me know that he didn't think I was completely crazy. 

I saw this look behind his eyes as he sighed, interlocking our hands together before squeezing. "I love you Sara, you know that..But..-" 

"But you don't believe me.." I finished his sentence, biting my bottom lip as I nodded my head. I felt my heart break when I saw the look on his face. I knew Stiles didn't want to hurt my feelings, I get it but for once.. For once I just wish he would believe me like I always believe him. That look on his face right now, I've seen it many times throughout our years and i know it's the face he gives when he doesn't want to argue but he thinks he's right. "It's okay..I-I get it.." I pulled my hand away from his, grabbing my bag and opening the door. 

"Sara, come on.." Stiles tried calling after me but I shook my head, slamming the door shut. 

I was about to walk away but I stopped myself, turning around real quick to look back at Stiles. "You know, all these years I've been by your side..I've believed in you and believed every single crazy theory you've ever had, even Scott turning into a werewolf. I have always been on your team and the one time, the one time that I need you to believe me..-you completely make me feel nuts." 

"Sara, I'm not..I believe you, okay. I'm always going to be on your team but you have to admit that..none of this makes sense. Peter's dead, Derek literally ripped his throat out after we set him on fire..Sara, Peter is dead, he's gone and he's not coming back.." Stiles tried telling me.