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15. Detention

"I'm going to kill him." Scott continued to mumble to Stiles and I while we sat there in detention. I rolled my eyes, already calming down from the antics that occurred early what with..me trying to break Erica's neck. Just seeing her push Stiles against the wall, I don't know I guess I just sort of lost it. Even if I didn't like Erica, I don't know what came over me. It was like all of a sudden my anger got the best of me. 

"No, you're not You're going to find out who's controlling him and then you're going to save him." Stiles pointed out to Scott before turning to look at me. "And you, you're not going to kill Erica. Neither of you are killing anyone." 

Scott and I exchanged a look before looking back at Stiles. "No, let's just kill him. You were right, let's just kill him." Scott said while I glared towards Erica. 

"Let's kill her while we're at it." I crossed my arms in front of my chest while still glaring at Erica.  

Stiles sighed, grabbing my hand in his. "Neither of you are killing them." Stiles said while he turned his body and stared at me. "What's gotten into you? You never act like this.." 

I shrugged my shoulders, arms still crossed in front of my chest as I continued to shoot daggers at Erica. "I don't know..Just been in a bad mood lately, I guess." 

"It's more then that..What's going on with you? Talk to me." Stiles said, practically begging me. I knew he was concerned with me, I know he is but I didn't want him worrying anymore then he had to. Plus, like I confined in Scott..I didn't want Stiles worrying and I especially didn't want him doing something incredibly stupid if he thought if would keep me safe. 

When in actuality, nothing can keep any of us safe anymore.  I mean, what is safe now a days? We can barley go to school without getting into fights with Kanima's or go on a freaking date without something happening. Things were just bad and honestly, I don't need Stiles getting hurt because of me or for me.. 

I shook my head, grabbing his hand in mine. "I'm fine, I promise..It's nothing to worry about for now.." Stiles sighed, mentioning how he just wanted me to know that he's there for me. But I already knew that. He's always been there for me and always will be. After all, we're best friends first before we were boyfriend and girlfriend. 

I smiled softly, feeling horrible for how I've been acting. "I know..I'm sorry.." I whispered, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze before leaning back in my chair, my face softening as I took deep breaths. I don't know what has gotten over me lately, I can't even blame my period because that ended last week so....? I mean what is it? Is it side effects like everything else after getting bit by Peter? Was this my punishment for not turning into a werewolf? To be forced to become slowly insane until I drive away those I care about most? 

God, I wonder if I had turned if it would all be better? At least then I wouldn't feel like I'm going completely and utterly insane. 

I snapped out of my thoughts as I heard Stiles speaking up. I turned my head towards him, giving him a disbelief look as I shake my head in amusement. "What if it's Matt? I mean this whole thing comes back to the video right?" Stiles asked Scott and I while we turned to see Matt who was just sitting there looking normal.