I want to go death, can anybody please kill me? I know now, I AM a big mistake.. I did hurt my unbiological sister. And I hate myself for that.. she said that it's okay.. but I know she's mad.. and I understand it. I should be mad too... but if you read this.. please forgive me for real.. I hate myself so much.. I'm one big mistake.. I thought people made mistakes to learn from it. But I didn't, I made no mistake.. I AM the mistake. I'm such a stupid girl.. I can repeat it a thousand times.. because I know it's truth.. but I will spare it for you.. if anybody reads this and will kill me please send me a message.. If you read this sis, I'm so damn sorry.. please forgive me for real.. I don't know if I can ever forgive myself for this.. but I hope you can.. because you're one of the best things that ever happened to me.. you make me understand myself.. even when I don't say anything you know exactly what I mean and need.. We need to do a "Passi-dag" again.. and in the summer we need to go "tienertoeren".. because there's nobody else in my life, with who I want to do that...
-XOXO- Cold (your unbio sis I hope..)
