Its days like this that hurt the most. Its day like this that I miss you the most. Its nights when the family is sitting around the camp fire, but yet there is still a empty spot. A spot were you are suppose to be. The spot were your suppose to be laughing and having a good time with us. Its the moments that i wish you were here to share with us. The moments when we would go fishing but yet you would never touch the worms. Its times like the that get me the most. When I look back and remember how excited we both were to go camping, but now I can't share this experience with you. There are Moment when I don't know what to do. Moments when I'm doing something that we would do together. But instead i just have the memories of it. When the days are starting to get longer and the nights. Are starting to get shorter are the times i miss you the most. From just riding our bikes around to simply just sitting around the camp fire your always on my mind and I'm always thinking you should be here you shouldn't be singing Dancing up in heaven you should be down here with us. You should be sharing these memories with us. You should be down here complaining about how white you are. Everyday i pray, i pray that this is all just a big dream that none of this is true, i wish that i never got that phone call, i wish that i could go back in time to do something to prevent you from getting in that car. Everyday i look up at the sky and hope your looking down on me and is proud of me. Im trying my best but with out you with me i don't feel my best i dont feel whole, i dont feel like me. Your my second half my Everything. But sadly i'm foreced to face that my rock, my best friend, my only true friend but most importantly my soul mate is gone just like that in a blink of an eye.
