Everyday I look up at he sky, I look up and scream why? Why did you have to go so soon? Why did you leave me? Why did you have to take your last breath? I still wake up every morning ready to wake you up and see your grumpy butt. I wake up every morning feeling like I have to get up to make sure you wake up. Every morning I wake up wishing that I could go in your room and and wake you up. I wake up wanting to see your grumpy butt even tho you always had an attitude every morning. I scream and yell wanting to hear you yelling back. I wake up in the middle of the night and wait to hear your bed hit the wall every time you move. It's he little things that you remember the most. I remember your smile, your eyes, and all in all you. I fall a sleeping holding your thumb print. I walk up the stairs waiting to hear you tell at me to come straighten your hair. I wait to see you with half your hair up straightening you hair, and watching you dance and try to sing to the music. I come home wanting to help you rush around because you can't find your spandex and you have a cheer competition that night. I want to come home and walk up stairs and all I smell is hair spray and the straightener burning. I miss hearing your annoying laugh I miss watching you jame to the music as I do your hair. I miss yelling at you to hold still before I burn you. I miss hearing you say if I burn you you will burn me on purpose. I miss squeezing you into your dressed for the prom you decided to go to the night before. Every time I walk up stairs in reminded, I'm reminded hat you are not here anymore. I'm reminded that I will never see you again. I'm reminded that every time I want to be near you I have to go to the box that you are in. I'm reminded everyday that my best friend is no longer here. I'm reminded that my best friends was taken from me. I'm reminded that my sister my best friend my only true friend was ripped out from under neath me. I'm reminded every day, every hour, every minute that I will never see your beautiful smile anymore. I'm reminded that you will never see another sunny day. I'm reminded of the pain the pain that you are no longer here the pain that I will never see you again. The pain that you are never going to walk up the stairs. Knowing that my Best Friend has been torn from me. The pain of your absents.
