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Part 9

"You don't get to do that! You don't get to just tell me stuff like this! So what are you trying to say huh Letto?! You saying that you made Keanu break up with me? Why?.......I kept his son from him Letto! His son!." I yelled in frustration with a cracked voice on the verge of crying.

"He didn't love you B couldn't see that?! I did what was best for you!"

"What was best for me?.....Letto I kept Arian from having a father in his life."

"He doesn't deserve to be a father! And he surely doesn't now!" I can see he's trying to hold back his anger. He calmed down, "I saved you from someone who didn't even know what love is Bonnie. You were just going to forgive him every time he messed up." The truth stung like a bitch, sure I was young and naïve but I didn't know I was that naïve. Letto was right.

I couldn't help it, Keanu was my first boyfriend and the first to take my virginity. I didn't know how relationships worked, I was so caught up on how much Keanu reassured me that he would never hurt me. He loved me and he made sure I knew that before he goes out and messes it up knowing when he comes crawling back I would forgive him. How stupid is that huh?!. How stupid am I? On a scale I would've broke the damn stupid scale.

"I didn't know you had Arian from him. That's why I needed you to know this before he tells you something else when you meet him." Letto leaned down to my poor self sitting down on the wooden bench near us, he helped me up to my feet. He held my chin up looking at his concerned face. "You are beautiful B and I wasn't going to let a guy like Keanu take advantage of you like that, so if your going to be mad. I'm okay with that." His eyes tells it all, this guy loves me, he's just afraid to say.

"I'm sorry Letto." His hand enveloped into mine and pulled me close into a big warm hug, my little frame feels like it can break with Lettos huge body.

"You know what, wanna ditch this party and go out and get something to eat?" My face turned into an wide grin.

"You know me all too well!"

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After grabbing some chicken sandwhiches from chick-fil-A we talked for awhile, a long while. Letto told me about how keanu was looking for me after awhile with the girl he dated after me, he stopped eventually when he got fustrated looking for me. Its funny when letto said he never dated anyone only until now when he met his fiancé, said she reminded him of me. Total BS! She's ten times prettier and looks like a fricken VS model compared to me.

When I heard he never dated well except one night stands with girls in college, that didnt matter. That was suprisingly sweet, at the same time i wouldnt have either if i was in his shoes because he threw away all the three damn years we've been through.

I think if I could go back and change some things, I would've changed how I dealt with him cheating. The first time I heard that he cheated was surreal, I think I cried out the whole pacific ocean that night. Letto wanted to beat the crap out of him but I told him not to, it wasn't worth it. It was crazy when I cried then laughed after like I was a Psycho.

Thanking letto for the food and for the dress and everything he had done for me. "Bonnie you are an amazing woman and mother, do whatever you need to do for you and Arian" He held my hand tight as we sat in his car in front of my house. It had been a long night I didn't know it was already 1:00am.

"Thank you Letto, for telling me the truth. Gosh I feel like a bitch." Oh shit! Tears.

"You are one" I let out a laugh.

"No but seriously letto I can't thank you enough for what you've done for me and Arian and my mom. I know we haven't seen each other for the longest but you know we'll always find a way back to each other." I looked at him, his eyes gleaming into the night sky.