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Part 10

  The week went by in a blur, next thing I knew Lettos father's funeral finished, and all grievances were appreciated.

  It's been a busy week at the office, more meetings with numerous of people. Some I forgot their names and some It was easy to remember because I see them everyday.

  I barely had time to sit down, I swear I'm going to be wearing converse shoes next week with a dress and simply won't care, because Ill be comfortable and still be professional at the same time but then again I'm the head of the department of advertising and I have to dress professional. I pick up the slack my department leaves me with, I make friends with other advertisement companies and resources for our company materials and all necessary connections to remain one of the top best technology advancement company.

  Like I said, it's been a crazy week, no time to think, big projects, advertising crisis, had to fire one guy who screwed up by smoking weed in the copy room and not taking the job serious. Like I said, Crazy. Not only that, had to change my clothes twice today, in the morning I spilled coffee on me, good thing it wasn't hot. Then some stupid girl spilled water on me because she didn't see where she was going. Again, Crazy!.

So far, it's been an immense load of work but nothing I can't handle. I did expect the monotonous amount of work. Letto and I never saw each other this week, busy schedule. Now that I have some spare time, I'll stop by his office later.

  Going down to my old floor, I see Madonnas wide smile of excitement, hugging me. "Bonnie! Oh how I missed you" she said squeezing me in a hug.  Hugging her small little petite frame, we pulled apart and she gave me a muffin. "Here this is for you, I made dozens last night." Taking the muffin from her hand, at the same time I see Andy and a guy talking.

"Thank you Mads, it was good to see you. If you'll excuse me." She nodded, i walked passed her. Sneaking up to Andy that had his back facing my way.

"BOO!" he jumped in surprise turning around to me. "Bonnie you...." he stopped and gritted his teeth looking back at the man that was talking with him. Excusing himself and gripping my arm he dragged me to his desk, "Bonnie you heffa, that was Erin." I stared blankly at him, unknowing who that was.

"Who's Erin?"

"He was asking me out" Andy said in excitement. "I know, can you believe it! I didn't even know he was gay, he's our new employee and came from New Jersey." He said cheerfully.

  "Look Andy I just wanted to come down and see how you've been. I'm just really busy, and I really needed to get away from priorities." He rolled his eyes. 

"Aint it such a bitch right?" He nudged me. 

"Trust and believe me" I shook my head, tired. 

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   After talking with Andy for about an hour, catching up on each other's lives and making my mood all better and relaxed again, I can finally gather up confidence I need to face Letto after a busy week. I am going to his office and talk to him, unexpected. But then letto might be talking with someone, and he doesn't like unexpected suprises, but then how can he not be happy to see me, I am his best friend or was a best friend. When I left him, I couldn't think straight and I wasn't myself.  I needed him the most and I left him to deal with his mothers absurd actions and idiotic half brothers.

I can't do this to letto, be such a burden to him. I can't do that, it's just not right to just make him be around me, or feel the need to be with me. I shook my head, knocking on his door softly. Hearing no voice, I opened his door slowly.

Shit.

  The universe is cursing me right now, today, yesterday, this week, this month precisely. No words just no sudden movement, nothing. I regret stepping foot in his office. The body turned around and I knew it from the back it was him.