Love Me Back

Chapter 17

March 31

Dear Cara,

I can't seem to realize that you're gone and that you've left me in the dust. I can't seem to figure out where we went wrong. What I did. Was it just you, or was it just me?

I wish I knew.

Maybe you could have loved me if I had known soon enough.

The thing is, I don't even know why I'm doing this. I don't know why I force myself to cope with missing you anymore. It's not like I'll earn more smiles by doing this, or more friends. It's not like I'll become famous for being just a random ordinary teenage boy that has to deal with heartbreak. And most of all, it's not like I'll receive any emotions back from you.

I want to run away, Cara, far far away, to a place where I can start over. Without you. Without my parents. Without everyone.

I fucking hate everyone I've ever known.

Forever yours,

Finn.