A DREAM

Chappie TWENTY.ONE<3

< COREEN >

I said it all out.. But it seems everything is wrong.. Why do I need to let go of something.. I wish I'm that selfish to live in Cebu and be with Daryl.. But I can't.. I just can't.. I also care about his future.. I love him that much..

  Even the situation with his mother..

 You know his mom called up..

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Miss Niña: is this Coreen Sy?

Me: yes.. who are you?

Miss Niña: I'm Daryl's mother.

Me: M-miss Niña??

Miss Niña: yes. You better listen lady. Leave. My. Son.

Me: h-huh?

Miss Niña: break up with my son or I will never let him see you again.

-- disconnected --

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 I will break up with him.. Coz I want to see him still.. Even if we're not together anymore..

 I feel so hopeless.. As if our love is a hopeless romance.. Daryl loves her mom that much.. And I don't want to be the reason for their misunderstanding

I love daryl that much that I will sacrifice our relationship..

Family matters the most..

I'm here packing our bags.. I packed everything.. Even the good and bad memories left in this resort.. I don't wanna leave him.. But I need to..

Before I stepped out my door.. I saw the same blue rose.. It's the 4th rose I have.. I've been keeping it.. because these blue rose is real.. Totally true.

This crazy love.. I can no longer fight.. I can no longer take risk.. I can take it anymore..

Breathe slow.. Count from 1 to 10 with your eyes close.. relax.. It's nearly 4 am..

I'll sneak to his room.. I need to see him.. I have to.. Even just for a while..

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< Daryl >

"So we will move...with him.. Leaving US behind."

"So we will move...with him.. Leaving US behind."

"So we will move...with him.. Leaving US behind."

 Leaving US behind?! It's been playing in my mind.. Those words are like swords.. They stab me.. It's too painful

She broke up with me.. I know it's a sh*t.. We're done.. I can't imagine it..

Yesterday we're too sweet that no one can get in our way..

Today we're really done.

Tomorrow no one is sure about what will happen..

What did I do to deserve this? I love this girl so much.. It's unexpected what you did to my heart..

When I lost hope, you were there to remind me that it's not yet the end..

But now.. this is the end

It's 3:30.. I have to sleep.. I can't reach my bed.. I'll just curl on the floor.. I will go home at 8:30 here.. I know Coreen will leave me and won't wait for me to be awake tomorrow..

I don't know what to do. I drank 3 bottles of beer.. I don't know how to digest everything.. This love brings guilt..

even I'm laying down the floor..

I know I'm with someone..

" Coreen "....

ZZZZZZZZZZZ

< Coreen >

Should I come in? Or should I just stay out? I brought him a lot of problems.. Maybe I don't deserve his love after all.. Maybe he'll find someone better.. Someone worth fighting for..

Someone who'll be his Wendy that he will forever young love

Someone who'll be his Juliet that will love him more than his life.

Coz I'm not the one for him.. I'm not her Ms. Right.. I'm not good enough for him..

He's too good for me..

 Steps near the door. I feel something dragging me.. I should walk away.. But I need to do it..

Even if it's too painful..

I just went inside.

It's all beer bottles in his room.. Scattered clothes.. And he's curled on the floor..

 This is all because of me.. I'm really a STUPID!

 I tried my best to carry him.. I boiled hot water and combined it with a cold water.. I grabbed a towel.. and dumped it to his face..

 He's all red.. he's hot.. Literally hot..

But I should not take advantage.. I hurriedly finished dumping him with wet towel

Then I fixed his room.. It's nearly 6:30 am.. I should be going.. I just approached his side table.. And kissed him..

For the last time.

I saw the man who explodes butterflies into my stomach.

The man who makes my smile my reach my ears.

The man who makes  me laugh till death.

While the happy memories is flashing back.

I just realize that my tears are flowing.

Its all because of my damn decision but can I still have the choice?

Definitely I don't have. I have to choose what is right.

As I leave this man. The sky is turning grey it looks like, they feel bad for me.

Now I'm crying too hard