This story was written with a motive to inspire people. So read on and see if it works.
I'm glad you took out some time to read this so thank you. I'm sorry but wouldn't say much about it, as I want you all to see it for yourself and see it from you...
Each day, I wake up and I'm like today I'll do everything perfectly with discipline. I'll eat healthy and in limit, I'll study hard and I'll socialize but not through internet rather I'll go out, I'll shop for better clothes that flaunt my body type, I'll exercise for a better body and a healthy life. I thought the same today but, then again I woke up and put on my black pants that I wear 24*7, no kidding they go for wash on every Sunday and then again on Monday I put on the same black pants. With that I looked for a top that's a size bigger than me. It covers my hips ad my arms, got the perfect neckline, well neckline isn't really an issue here as I don't have much to show, but yeah whatever, I put on that with my sneakers that I wear every day because they are so comfy, and tada I'm ready like usual. Its fricking hot outside but I'll still wear clothes with darker shades and clothes that covers every inch because someone once told me that one looks thin in darker shades and since then that has been my motto for life. By the way do you know that I want to become a designer? Yeah no kidding! I, who is so low on confidence and who dresses like a hobo. But, I'm still positive about it. Wow, I know right? One thing in my life that I'm positive about.
Well moving on I ate an apple for breakfast thinking that I'm going healthy but that was so wrong, boy so wrong, because in school I was so hungry that I had to go to vending machines again and again and had to snack on, on either too salty or to sweet things. Do you see me? I'm so stupid. I hate myself. I hate you Dan. Why do u expect people to like you when you are so, like that? Gosh change yourself!!
Ugh, so yeah then in cafeteria I met with mah friends and we bantered about how I should love my body and if I don't love it then work on it rather than cribbing blah blah blah. After which we were back to normal because we encountered our enemies or rather people who we hate because they are ... they. Her name is Shia, she used to be my best friend but then things started happening in the beginning of year 11. There were rumors that a guy likes her and when I asked her about this she seemed very uninterested as if she didn't care. Then after our breaks the rumors fired up. So we were obviously confused so we asked her again, she again gave us a negative response to the situation. Then suddenly one day I get to know from someone else that they met each other during the breaks and hung out and she talks to him every day. I confronted her immediately, and she was like yeah I like him very much sorry for not telling earlier. That was it that's all she ever said.
She is really bossy and a control freak, she'll just start blaming you or shouting on you because things didn't work out. Jess and Ken never handled her behavior well, they would retaliate, but I on the other hand would always let it go. Suddenly after dating him for a week she started changing, she became a rebel in a way, like bunking school, smoking and stuff with her boyfriend and they were number one on the PDA list and even teachers started noticing. We tried talking to her but she would be her bossy self to us so Jess suggested us to stay away as now it's their problem as a couple, we can't really do anything about the bases that they were touching.
So that was the first stage when we started getting apart. The second stage was when once I started talking to a guy just for fun, because I would never get serious. So I just pranked them that I met that stranger and we made out, she got so pissed even after I told her it's a prank and since then she started staying off with us. Third stage was when she taunted Jess about being a rebel when she was the one who was doing all the wrong things so I was like I've had enough and I stood for jess to Shia. She misunderstood that I was taunting her on her sexual relationship with her boyfriend, I mean are you serious Shia? Why would I do that when I'm your best friend? She didn't listen to one thing I said and started abusing me saying stuff that would hurt a lot. She pointed out all my weaknesses and made fun of that and then, I was done with her. I could have told all her secrets out like her, but I didn't rather like mature people I just called it off and asked her to maintain her distance. So that was when I stopped talking to her.
Then Jess and Ken interactions with her also lessened as I was the bond connecting them as she was my best friend first and then theirs. But I was so wrong because after that the way Jess and Ken has treated me, god I'm blessed because they aren't my friends, they aren't even my best friends they are my family. They scold me when I do something wrong, they shower me with love when I need it and they care for me whenever I lose hope or am broken.
It was after the dance party that even they stopped talking to her just because she chose her boyfriend and his friends over them. That was really a heartbreaking. Jess was the most pissed as she missed her birthday as she had some plans with her boyfriend.
So yeah that was one of the people we don't like. After a tiring day at school I went out to get some food for myself from the grocery store. I got ice-cream, fruit loops and honey loops, Oreos, lays chips and popcorn. Ahh heaven. Now I'm eating it all while texting Francis.
Francis: Hi
Me: Hi
Francis: Sup
Me: Nm school work really tired. What about you?
Francis: Just came back from a drive with my friends. I'm so high right now can't even say and I'm jerking I don't know why? :p
Me: OH well you rest then don't want to disturb.
Francis: Are you kidding I like talking to you?
Me: ahah I'll stay. So when am I meeting your cat?
Francis: You want to meet my cat more than me?
Me: Yeah; p
Francis: I'm hurt honestly but here you a go
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Me: Awe that is so cute. (He is hot)
Francis: And what do u think about me?;p
Me: Ahh your fine but he Is better;*
Francis: Ahahah. So want to meet me tom? I'll be coming to meet some of my friends in your school after your school ends?
Me :( Oh shit lord no)Umm I can't I'm sorry.
Francis: Oh it's cool. So what do you think about dating?
Me: What about it?
Francis: I think we should date.
Me: (I wish) we don't even know each other so give me one good reason why we should?
Francis: Exactly because we don't know each other. That's the best reason. You won't get the time to judge me and I don't judge. You can know the real me and I can know the beautiful you.
