A Light and The Darkness (A Reylo Fanfic)

Three

I wonder what he is doing right now. What am I doing? He's supposed to be my enemy! Why do I have these feelings for him? This is wrong! What would Leia think? What would master Luke think? This is not good! I'm in love with the enemy! This is not happening! I'm in love with a monster! A murder! Kylo Ren? Ben Solo? Both? Yes! No? Maybe. This is love? Is this love? It's killing me! He's killing me! Am I killing him? Is snoke hurting him for loving me? That would kill me! What am I thinking? Is he messing with my head? That must be it! I want to scream and smile and see him and not be afraid to tell anyone about loving him! Love is awful! No, loving him is awful, awful and crazy and amazing and wonderful! Am I in love with a sith lord? Am I in love with the son of a smuggler and a resistance general? What am I doing? He killed his own father! I'm falling to pieces! I can feel him thinking about me. Wow the force is weird! "I think I love you, kylo." I tell him with the force. "I love you and will love you forever, I will protect you because I can't lose you, you are the light for my darkness darling." Came back to me. I'm in his head and I'm changing him! Did he call me darling? "Yes."
He's reading my thoughts! "You should get some sleep, tomorrow is going to be a long day. Good night my dear. My Rey of light, I love you." It's late I should get to sleep. "Good night? Love you? What happened to us being enemies?" "What happened to us being engaged? That's stronger then false hate to cover up our love for each other!" "Why are you being like this? And what's happening tomorrow?" "I love you! And only our wedding!" "Our what?!?!" "Wedding. You know, the special day when two people join together in marriage." Great now we're fighting like an old married couple. "We'll be just that in like sixty years!" "Oh, shut up!" "Good night, love you!" "Love you too!" "Ha! I knew it!" "Go to sleep!" "Good night, see you tomorrow!" "See you tomorrow." What am I going to do?