Forbidden Love

Back Again

BEA'S P.O.V.

Bakit to nandito? Ang lakas ng loob niya ha? Grabe. Nakakasira ng araw to.

"I want to talk to you. Bea, we need to talk." Sabi niya tapos he tried to touch me but I walked quickly avoiding him.

"Wag na. Baka masampal lang kita," I said but he was so fast to grab me on my wrist and turned me to look at him.

"Okay lang sampaling mo ako. But I know, Jho haven't said anything to all of you about what happened to us." He said, but before answering him, inalis ko muna pag kakahawak niya sa wrist ko.

"First of all, walang kayo. Okay? Alam ko yun. And if you want me to-" I was not able to continue what I was saying when he interrupted. Bastos na bata to.

"Bea please naman. Pumayag ka na, para naman to sainyo." He said almost screaming. Di nalang ako nag salita, nag papapilit lang naman ako eh. Syempre baka isipin niya na ang dali ko lang makuha.

So I let him pull me on my wrist to go beside the Eliazo where people were nowhere to be found. Kami lang dalawa nando'n, and he started to talk in front of me.

"Bea.."

"May tanong ako. What did you do to her? Ha? Bakit siya gano'n?"

He explained everything to me. From when Jho ended their relationship because of me, when he got broken and lost himself because of that, when that Manuel guy talked to him. About the bet, why he agreed to that deal, when he knew that Jho and I broke up, when he did his best to win Jho back not because of the bet, but because he fucking love her.

And when he notices that Jho's happier when she's with me lalo na nung nag kabati kami. Di ko na napigilan sarili ko, I slapped him on his face.

"So ibigsabihin nun, when I heard you talk to some guy beside your car, yung bet na 'yon pinag-uusapan niyo?! Ha?!" I exclaimed while tears escaped from my eyes.

"Sorry Bea.. sorry, alam ko na di deserve ni Jho yung ginawa ko sakanya. Sorry talaga kung pinigilan ko feelings niya sa'yo na bumalik. Sorry."

'Fuck you Marci. I don't know if your really a man cause a real man won't ever do anything to hurt his girl. Fuck you." Sabi ko tapos tumalikod na. But I turned around, and slapped him again, "Last nay an. Nakakagigil ka." And I ran my way to the dorm. I need to talk to Jho, I need to comfort her now that I know the reason why she's crying all the time.

"Where's Jho? Alam niya na nag usap kami nung lalaking 'yon?" I asked my teammates who were watching the tv.

"We didn't tell her Bei. Nasa kwarto niyo siya." -Kim.

So I went upstairs and opened the door of our room. She's crying again, bakit ba sobrang sakit sakanya 'yong ginawa ni Marci if they're not in a relationship naman? Grabe ha. I sat beside her on the bed, napansin niya ata ako so she spoke.

"Anong pinag-usapan niyo?" She said between her sobs.

Wait, bakit alam niya? I thought no one told her?

"May bintana ang room natin kaya nakita ko kayo." Sabi niya tumingin sakin tapos umupo na rin. Grabe, her eyes were badly swollen, pula na ang ilong niya.

"Jho, alam ko na lahat. Wag ka na umiyak please? Masakit Jho. Sobrang sakit. It hurts me everytime I see you like that." I hugged her. I want to embrace her so much, if I would be given a chance to own her problems and pain, I would really love to grab it.

She broke our hug and stood up. Aalis siya? Bakit? Ayaw niya ako kausap?

"You don't know the reason I'm crying so shut up."

What does that mean?!

"Jho, wag ganyan. Kung di ko alam, then tell me. Please let me know why." I said and hugged her from her back. Naiiyak ako. Bakit siya ganito?

Humarap siya sakin but she's still looking at the ground and crying. Her hands covering her face and mine were above her shoulders.

"DI MO KASI ALAM BEA KASI MASAYA KA NA! NAKA-MOVE ON KA NA! AND YOU WHAT HURTS AND PISSES ME THE MOST IS THE FACT THAT I WAS THE ONE WHO LEFT YOU AND AKO RIN DAPAT UNANG MAKALIMOT PERO HINDI BEA!"

I was really taken aback not when she screamed to me, but when I heard her say that she hasn't moved on yet. it's what she meant, wasn't it? I don't know what to say, I just hugged her so tight. Sobrang higpit ng yakap ko sakanya. Umiiyak na rin ako, it really hurts seeing her like this.

"Bea, bakit gano'n? Kung kailan akala ko naka-move on na ako and I thought that I can be happy again with Marci, bakit mas naramdaman ko yung sakit na Makita kang masaya na with Thirdy?" She said while crying. Her voice was already cracked when she said that but I still understood it.

"Sshh Beh.. Di gano'n 'yon. Ha? Sshh walang meron sa'min ni Thirdy. Wala. And if you think that I am happy na when you left? You're definitely wrong beh."

Nung sinabi ko 'yan, medyo humina na 'yong pag-iyak niya.

"Beh, there was never a day that passed without me thinking that we could still have it all back. I want it all back but I respect your decision. Sobrang sakit na I need to treat you as my friend when all I want is to tell you that I love you every single day."

I said while my voice's cracking as well. I moved an inch away from her, put my hands in each side of her face and looked straight in her eyes.

"Jhoana, I never stopped loving you. I just stopped showing it."

She closed her eyes and smiled weakly. I stared at the smile she displayed in her face, I moved closer to her until our noses touch each others' tips. I stopped wanting to know if she wants me to continue it. I heard nothing but the next thing I felt, is her lips pressed to mine.

We kissed passionately, but when our kiss went longer, I had the urge to bite her lower lip and she let my tongue enter her mouth. Her right hand was at the back of my head, telling me to do it deeper.

I used my left hand which was on her waist to pull her closer to me. We just let ourselves taste each other's love that we both were longing to have, until we ran out of air. We stopped kissing but our foreheads still attached.

I smiled still with my eyes closed.

"I love you Bea. I love you so much. I'm sorry for every pain I've caused you." She said.

"I don't care how many pain I'd feel because of you, what's important is that we both know we love each other. I love you more than ever Jho." I replied and kissed her forehead.

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A/N:

Cheezyy HAHAHA Guys start na ng maraming JhoBea ganap dito. Lawl please continue supporting my story and vote po please! Comment lang din kayo para maging friends tayo. Haha thankies!