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My heart smiles
My mind cries

My eyes open
My mouth shut

Feelings I felt
Feeling, just don't.

I don't know how to be loved
I don't want to be loved

I don't feel like I belong here
I don't have time for stupid mess

My mind kills me
My heart destroys me.

Thinking of love
Crying of pain

Thinking of happiness
Crying of sadness

Rejection I've learned
Rejection I teach.

Dreaming of heaven
Living a hell

Dreaming of everything
Living a nothingness

I must live
I must survive.

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