Heathens

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"Wake up everyone. Now!" I hear someone shout. I just walk out to see what's happening. I haven't slept. How am I supposed do that when... I can feel the tears filling my eyes again... How can I still cry. I must have cried out all the water in my body. My eyes are all read and irritated.
Suddenly the cell doors open. Everyone else is stepping out so I do the same. I see that people walk... Probably to breakfast. I'll just follow them when this big guy walk right against me. He is probably about two feet high and very strong. His head is bald and he is covered in tattoos.
"Hi Mr. Misty Eye" he say. "How do you..." He interrupts me. "Your eyes are all red and you did keep everyone awake" I didn't think about that. But it doesn't bother me anyways.
"Why?" He ask. He seems very kind.
"Nothing" I'll just say. "Don't lie" he say as we stand in line for breakfast. "I don't wanna bother you " I say. I look down to wipe the tears of my chin.
When it's our turn to take breakfast I just put something on my plate without thinking. I won't eat anything.
"Are you gonna eat that?" He say looking at my plate. I just shake me head. "May I take it?" He ask. "Yes"
"What is your name?" He ask to break the silence. "Tyler"
"I'm Jack." He say.

I'll just lonely walk back to my cell. Until I see something. Someone with red hair.
"Josh?" I say. He apparently doesn't hear me. "Josh!" I yell running after him, between all the prisoners. He opens a door and walk out.. I'm so close. Why does he ignore me?
I'll take the door to open it but it's locked. In that moment an alarm start. It's the highest tone I've ever heard. I'll automatically take my hands to my ears. Suddenly some guards come to take me back to my cell.
"But. Josh... He was there. He walked out of the door" They just ignore me. Why won't they listen? "He ain't dead!" I yell. "Why won't you listen!" I'll try do get free from their grip but they're way to strong.
"Let me see him! Just one last time!" They ignore me completely.
"Chill... They won't let you go" I hear Jack say. "But... Josh.."
I start crying as they escort me to my cell. I miss Josh so much... Why did he ignore me? Why.
I begin to sing. Quietly.
"I'm a goner. Somebody catch my breath. I'm a goner. Somebody catch my breath. I wanna be known. By you. I wanna be known. By you.
Though I'm weak,
and beaten down.
I'll slip away. Into they sound. The ghost of you. Is close to me. I'm inside out. You're underneath.
Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone." As I begin to scream I forget everything... And remember everything. All my memories with Josh. Everything.
"DONT LET ME BE
DONT LET ME BE
I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath.
I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath.
I WANNA BE KNOWN
BY YOU
I WANNA BE KNOWN
BY you" I'll end up crying... Without tears.
"That was great" I hear someone say. I hear everyone around me think it was good.. Right now it means so much to me. I don't even know why.
"Thank you" I'll just say.
"Josh... Come back... I can't live without you"

Hi. Sorry for all the lyrics. I hope it didn't bother you. I hope you enjoy it