I wrote this drunk af (the spelling and such has been edited) and I'm not proud of it at all but whatever lmao
"I'm fine" is a lie
And I'll try
To find another guy
But there's less reasons to live
than there are to die
Thoughts of you I wish I could erase
I shouldn't have trusted you in the first place
But there's no one that could possibly replace
Oh god my head is in the wrong space
My emotions take my thoughts and confuse them
My thoughts take my emotions and abuse them
Memories I have with you kill me
I just wish I could lose them
And I've come to the conclusion
That I'm nothing but crazy
My thoughts contradict and can't agree
I wish happy wasn't something so hard to be
I wish I could let go of the negativity
And God damn I miss the city
I miss the old me
The me who didn't need you
The one who had such guarded walls
And wasn't so see through
And I tell my friends I'm depressed
But all they say is "me too"
They can relate
But they can't help me
Suicide is something they debate
They too want to set themselves free
And they tell me to just move on
I'm trying to stay strong
Now that you're gone
I gotta move along
But I still listen to every song
That you once wanted me to listen to
And they all remind me of you
Hey brain this is your cue
Moving on is past due
It's about time to find someone new
But never in a million years could I forget you
//date & time unknown//
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My Gr8 Poetry
PoetryA collection of poems I have created about various aspects of my life including addiction, suicidal thoughts, self harm, family troubles, drugs, love, heartbreak, fear, loss, depression, and more. Feel free to skip to a part you feel you will be mor...
