Sansy (sansxreader)

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I'm really sorry everyone. I need a break, a long break.

I am going through a lot of stuff right now and I just can't do this.

Even thinking about having to write for this book stresses me out.

I prefer just writing short little stories from ideas that pop into my head. Not long stories with complicated story lines.

I'm not saying this book is done forever, I might write more, but not in the next week or so.

I'm really sorry but to be honest I'm not cut out to be a writer.

I feel really bad about doing this because I have to be so fucking selfish and put myself before you guys but I feel like I have no choice.

I'm a terrible author and I don't know why any of you read my story.

Every time I get a notification that's telling me someone added my story to their reading list, I feel worse and worse because I know I'm letting those people down.

I don't want to have to feel bad about this anymore.

I'm so sorry.

I hate myself for even starting this story and getting myself tangled in this entire thing. I hate myself for thinking I could actually handle writing a book. I feel so stupid and childish.

I am so fucking tired.

I feel like shit because not only am I taking a break from "Sansy" but I'm taking a break from "When Universes Collide" and I know people are waiting for the next part.

I hate writing every single word of this chapter and I just want to stop. I want it to all go away. This entire book and everything associated with this book.

I know I am a terrible person and I'm so stupid an selfish and awful for doing this. I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry. I don't deserve any of you at all.  Seriously. Why even bother with this stupid book.

I hate myself for writing this chapter. Please don't hate me.

I'm just taking a break.