Okay. Sex, heres the talk fella's I have 1 word 'College' Id do absolutely anything for my girlfriend even wait THREE years to mate because I love her and Id do absolutely anything for her. Even wait three years. I need to grow up and realize hormones and social standards are just boring bullshit nonsense that no one should bother to full around with cuz everyones an ass and everyone hates you and oh no my shoes weren't ordered on time for Cinderella's ball. BooHoo grow up ever heard of an economy how can you afford those shoes without daddy credit card? Idiot. Numbskull. Start thinking about how your going to put a roof over the head of the 'Love' of your life. Yes boys just because she has a nice ass and wears a cheerleader outfit and you'd do anything to get into bed with her doesn't mean that you love her it just means your a horny ass teenager.
Im not that teenager. Ill wait. Honestly Id rather never be able to have sex for my entire life just to spend my life with the person I love most. Thats love theres a difference between love and lust.
Anyway onto another topic. StarCrossed, I have had the most interesting conquest on obtaining her. Right now, Im trying to figure out my biggest fears, right now its a tangled mess of loosing StarCrossed, loosing FireFly, and one of the two hating me. I love StarCrossed I plan to marry her. I need to get the money to put a roof over her head. So that I can wake up every morning with her sleeping in my arms and listen to her snore grumblingly into my chest and pet her hair running my fingers through those beautiful wavy locks.
I need to love her I should be good enough for her but Im not and I'm sorry I'm so sorry that I've ever hurt you even once or had you scared to loose me and that I'm not the man I should be for you I really am trying but I keep turning up short.
