I'm sitting here with FireFly right now and realizing I made a mistake saying that not even FireFly could keep me from suicide because p
over the past four years she's been the only constant she's the only one that has stayed by me in my darkest hour taken a bottle of vodka out of my closet. Found the knife I use to cut myself and said that I didn't need it anymore. That it hurt her every time I hurt myself. I know that it does and I'm sorry for my addiction hurting you I'm really trying. Aaa as Everyone else in my life comes in and out but I know by fact that FireFly will always be by my side to take that blade out of my hand and hug me until the day's end because she had before and she will do it again if ever I needed her. I love you FireFly.
