Every Single NIGHT I have A nightmare. Last night I had a nightmare about someone pulling out my organs and raping me. And I don't even know who the person was. I hate sleeping because of nightmares they have me on some pretty damn strong medication that puts me to sleep without it i don't sleep because of my anxiety about sleeping and having nightmares, I loathe sleep. Sleep is painful.
And Leo was in it last night to Man i Miss him LIKE FUCKING CRAZY. But I told him id never bother him again. And I won't.
