Okay hey guys its been a really long while I know and I feel horrible and I haven't updated any of my stories because I am a horrible person that hasn't had any inspiration to write anything in like 5000 years don't look at me.
So I know I went AWOL for about maybe 3 months? I don't know I know it was before Jocye and Marcel started dating? They were a month yesterday you all should congratulate them
Or something
I don't know but basically a shitload of crap has happened like a had a boyfriend and a baby in a role play account but then I don't know what happened to him so we're just going to pretend none of that happened but then also Jocye and Louis broke up because Jocye fell in love with Marcel and Clint confessed his love for Bree but then left and never came back until yesterday when he wasn't giving anyone the answers they deserved so we'll all just assume Clint is a crackhead again that needs to get his shut together before he can come back into the family because drugs aren't good for you kids don't do drugs you'll be shunned from your family. Also I don't know what happened with Bree and I because today she kind of implied that we're not really friends at all to a guy that could potentially become a cute boyfriend of mine even though he lives in Maine and I'm back in Australia for reasons that I'll get to later on. But really ouch that hurt. I don't know but I've been presented with a few scenarios that have to do with why we're not really friends anymore but I don't know. Bree if you happen to be reading this I don't know what happened or why you don't like me anymore but I'd like to start over and just be friends again because I'd like to??
I'm back in Australia now though because my mom was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and is expected to live a total of 3 more months. Sucks, actually though because out of all the people I know have known and will know my mom deserves it the least. And it's not a joke it's not something I really want to talk about but everyone that's ever meant anything really to me is leaving me me somehow and it's not fair?? Like why can't I just have someone for once that'll stays? Because DeDe came out with me for a out 2 months but we all knew that she'd have to go back to college at one point, and I have doubts that she'll come back because like me she hates this place more than she hates cover girl okay and holy hell she hates cover girl.
And all these people are complaining about how they're not okay because love sucks well so does friendship and so does life because fuck it doesn't even matter to me anymore but there are sometimes things that suck a little bit more than not having a boyfriend and not having a fun at fucking school because bloody hell you should feel fucking grateful for all the crap you have. There's always going to be that one person though that'll be there okay and my one person is leaving in 3 months okay. 3. Months. I have a sister that fucking hates me and 2 14 year old brothers that hate each other and my dad I don't even know what going on with him but now my mothers laying in bed all the time and she can't even get up to go to therapy and everyone's in our house and its like they're already saying goodbye okay and 3 days turns into 2 months and soon my mom is going to be gone okay the one person that was there when Chey died is going to leave me and there's nothing that hurts more than that.
But yeah that's what you missed sorry
