My brothers Bestfriend *jg*

#22

I recommend listening to this song because it's basically savannahs feelings towards jack . Plus it's queen bey so slayyyyy

It's two days after I heard the conversation , I haven't seen jack since . I've been texting him , asking where he is trying to make plans . But I've finally gave up .

I fall back into my unmade bed , I scratch my unmade hair and rub my unmade face . I've never been like this over a boy . I'm usually the type to be strong and just forget about them , but imagine being in my shoes now .

Your childhood and adulthood crush has just started getting close with you , you feel all the signs to "hey he might like me too" stage but then he gets told to not speak to you for a long time and be with the one girl you hate most .

I get out of bed and go downstairs too get some Nutella . I eat the bananas with it and put on keeping up with the kardashians and cry once again .

Sammy went out yesterday and stayed with stassie . He thinks I'm fine , he doesn't know what I heard . And let me tell u something , I am not fine .

I turn the telly off put the plate on the floor and cuddle up with my dog . She's the only one that's been faithful throughout my whole life . I've never felt this alone since my mum died, and it's all over a boy.

Seriously Savannah grace wilkinson .
Pull yourself together .
Stop crying .
Get dressed .
Put some makeup on.
Do your hair and get out .

I'm going clubbing tonight .

It got to 7pm so i started with my makeup . I put on my basic , foundation , concealer etc . Then I added my false lashes , lipstick eyeliner , eyeshadow and I was pleased . I dry and curl my hair . I slide my tight red dress on with my black high heels . I grab my clutch bag put my lipstick phone and gum in it .

And ya gal is out .

I wake up in a random room , my head is banging and I feel dead . I turn over to see a handsome young man next to me . At first I smile but then I realise what I'm doing .

This isn't me . Why am I doing this ?

The boy wakes up and pulls me into a hug . I just lie there stiff . I don't remember anything from last night . I just remember walking into a club .

The guy falls asleep again so I use this time to escape and save myself before Sammy finds out where I am .

I put my dress on , my shoes and get a taxi back home .

I try to unlock the door as quiet as I could incase Sammy was asleep or something , even though it's like 1 in the afternoon .

I shut the door quietly and when I turn round I'm greeted with the one person I didn't want to see right now staring at me .

Jack gilinsky .

" where have u been savs " he said .
"WHERE HAVE I BEEN ?! ARE U BEING SERIOUS JACK ?!!!" I shout losing my temper . I think I'm still drunk to be honest but right now I'm angry as hell .

"I was On holiday with my girlfriend actually now I want Answers from you ?! Where were you all night !!" He says raising his voice .

"Oh yeah I forgot about that girlfriend you had , would like to see how close you'd be if she found out what we did " I say chucking my shoes on the floor.

"Don't bring all that into this savs otherwise I will get mad !! That was a .. It was a .."

"A WHAT JACK ??!! A MISTAKE .. YEAH BECAUSE IT ALWAYS IS WITH ME ISNT IT !! " I scream tears running down my face .

"WHAT ARE YOU GOING ON ABOUT IVE BEEN WITH HER FOR ABOUT 2 YEARS ! " he shouts aswell .

"I don't care " I say .

"Yeah seems like it " he says sitting back down .

I stand there crying , he turns his head away from me and takes his phone out . Probably texting her .

Now I start sobbing , really loud . Yes I am still drunk , I'm usually good at holding back the tears . I run upstairs and take the alcohol smelling dress of . Jack storms in whilst I'm in my underwear . I scream at him once again to get out but he ignores me , instead he walks up to me and kisses me.

I'm not gonna let him kiss me then ignore me then kiss me . I'm not being used . I push him away and slap him .

"Leave me alone jack " I say crying .
"Please just leave me alone "

Then he just walked out , he didn't even fight for me . He just walked out .

A/N

Wow , I tried to make it emotional but I'm not really good at that stuff ? I really recommend this song with the chapter because i feel like it's really savannahs feelings towards jack but he's just pushing her away .

Wow I'm quite proud of this chapter .
Jai may be in the next chapter .
Maybe not ?

Agh so so sad .

Love this song
And love queen bey !!! 🍑✨