My brothers Bestfriend *jg*

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He stares at me his face goes pale my heart physically hurts .

If he really wanted me he wouldn't of told his manager he wouldn't talk to me ever again .

I go back in my room , shut the door in his face and burst out crying . I tell jai to go home and he knew I needed alone time . When he walked out I heard him say something. Meaning jacks still stood there lifeless .

I get into bed and cry myself to sleep .

About 3 hours later I'm woken up by Andrea .

"Hey babe , jai told me you were upset . "

I burst out crying again .

" hey hey hey hey no no no stop come on tell me what's happened so I can help you "

Andreas known about me and jack so I just tell her .

"I told him I hate him Andrea !! I said I hated him . The biggest lie I've ever said because guess what ... I love him"

She stared at me , she didn't know what to say . She just hugged me , to be honest I'm glad . I don't want to talk .

Jacks POV
She told me she hated me .
Hated me .
I love her , so so so much.
I pray that one day it will be easier to love her , to call her mine .
But it's not .
And now she hates me.

My phone buzzed in my pocket as I'm sat in my jeep staring into space .
I look at it and see Madison asking where I am .

I chuck my phone into the back of the car . I want savs , I need savs . But I can't have , the worst thing a guy can say is ...

"I can't have her"

And the worst thing a guy can hear is ...

"I hate you"

And both of those happened to me in a matter of minutes .