My brothers Bestfriend *jg*

#29

A/N
Listen to the song whilst reading , it makes it abit more emotional . ❤️

I've decided I don't want to stay here any more. Everything is too much for me . People may say I'm just heartbroken and being overdramatic.
But it's not just jack , I mean 70% is jack but everything is too much . I have no job , I'm living of what Sammy makes . I don't want to live off what Sammy makes .

I'm moving to London .

Alone to start a new life .

I've already found a job , it's well payed and to do with fashion my favrioute. However no one knows . I'm inviting everyone to my house to explain and no one can change my decision .

After I texted everyone even jack and Madison I go upstairs to pick out an outfit . I set for everyone to come at  5:00 it's now 3:30 .

I've already had texts back saying yeah why ? I just told them they'd know later .

I pick out a black short dress , black heels and straighten my hair . I do my makeup . It's almost time . I set up some drinks and food and prepare myself for tears .

I pull myself together and some people are already here .

It's two of my girlfriends . Georgia and Hannah . I met them on a night out once . After they got here everyone started flooding in until everyone was sat round the couch and I was explaining .

My hands were sweating . My legs were weak . My heart was racing . The only face I could see was jacks .

"I'm moving to London "

"Alone" I spit out .

"What !" Jai and Sammy say at the same time .

"Savs come on think this through " Sammy says .

"No one will change my mind , my flights tomorrow night , I already have a job waiting. I want to start a new life just me . It's none of your fault, well the majority but I just want to get away from here for a couple of years . " I say crying .

Andrea starts crying .

"I'm sorry andwizzle "

She hugs me and kisses my cheek .

Most people are crying now , I look around for jack and see he's left . I cry abit more . A little bit of me thought he would try and stop me .

Johnson hugs me and wishes me the best . I hug him crying into him . After I've hugged everyone they leave . Apart from Sammy and Andrea .

"I'm staying over " she says .

We go upstairs , Sammy goes bed .
"Are you sure you want to do this ?" She says .
I nod my head .
She nods her head aswell .
"Well if it's what you want then I'm behind you ." She says softly . I smile at her then we turn the lights of and fall asleep .

The next morning we wake up and she helps me pack my clothes .
About 3 hours into it , someone knocks on and walks in .

Sammy.

"Um savs someone wants to speak to you"

Jack follows behind .

"I'll go outside " Andrea says as Jack steps in .

They shut the door and it's just us .

"Savs please don't do this " he says
"Don't " "just don't Jack "  I say looking away from him .

"I need you savs , I can't move on from you because I love you" he says.

"I'm moving to London Jack deal with it" I say chucking more clothes into the case .

I pull out a shirt , jacks from when we slept together in the hotel . I role my eyes and chuck it at him .

"Now u can leave " "thanks for giving me good memories , and the worst memories all together " I say .

"Please Savannah " "let me come with you "

"WHAT?!! Are you being serious Jack , come with me ??im going to get away from you , your hurt me so much . I was just waiting like an idiot for you, but you would never dump Madison for me because your too scared ." I say nastily , the most nasty way I've ever said anything .

A tear escapes as he grabs my hips . He kisses my lips and whispers to me .

"Don't go "

"I have to Jack "
"I'm sorry "
"Goodbye"

Then I left the room with bags . Sammy and Andrea were downstairs .

"You okay ."

"Im leaving now "
"Goodbye"

I shut the door and got a taxi . They both stood outside watching me go crying . I shut my eyes and cried .

The hardest thing I've ever had to do .

Now it's a fresh start .