My brothers Bestfriend *jg*

#14

"Thank you " I say to the middle aged woman who gave me my coffee .

I took a sip then ate some of my muffin . I've been waiting for about 10 minutes and I'm bored .

When I finish my cake I call jai to see where he is .

"Hey jai where u at I've been waiting like 20 minutes " I say .

"Sorry savs I was  just setting up for the video I will be there in about 2 minutes "  he replys

"Okay se u later jai jai " I say whilst he chuckles into the phone and we end the call .

Soon after he picked me up .

We drove to his and he told me we were filming a video for twintalktime. One of his YouTube channels with his twin Luke .

We walk in his old house in Australia .
I expect his brother beau and Gina to be here but apparently they went out . We walked upstairs and I was met with a very happy to see me Luke .

He practically jumps on me and we hug right for about 3 minuets then pull away . Me and Luke were like best friends ,he's always been the more playful one out of him and jai ,but me and jai just clicked in a more romantic way .

We decide on the video being a never have I ever one and they tweet it out for questions .

They immediately get tweets so we start the video .

"Hey guys it's twin talk time with a special Guest !"

I jump into view and they shout out my name .

We read some questions some very weird and some cute and some disgusting .

"Would you rather be on bottom or top ? " Luke reads out .

"Jai you can answer this " Luke says again .

"Uhm depends probably bottom but I wouldn't mind " he smirks and I burst out laughing but his smirk always gives me butterfly's and weird feelings .

We finish the video and go see what they have in  for dinner .

We make some noodles and sit on Luke's bed .
We watch the video again .

As I'm watching I notice jai keeps staring . Staring at me . I look at him and he's laughing at the video .

I really need to think about my feelings , I can't just use jai like that . He doesn't deserve it .

I mean I love jai . I love him loads , I always will but do I love him in the same way as jack ?

Am I just using jai for revenge on jack ? Maybe I'm being really selfish . But jai , jai's my best friend since I was like 13 . Jack was sam's best friend not mine .

But jack was also my crush since about 13 .

Oh god .

RIP PRINCE 😭