My brothers Bestfriend *jg*

#35

When we reached home ivy went straight to sleep . However my thoughts were keeping me awake .
What happens when I see everyone now . I told Sammy and Andrea not to tell everyone about me having a baby . I didn't want them to know . Now they have to .
What happens when I run into Jack . What will he think . Why am I bothered about what Jack will think .
I grab my phone and check social media . I check jacks Instagram for the first time in two years .

The first thing I see is a picture of him and Madison . It doesn't hurt me as much as it use to , because I have Isaac . Well I had Isaac . Now what do I do . I've lost my soul mate .

I had no sleep last night . I couldn't . Ivy woke me up crying . I breastfed her , dressed her into a baby grow and took her downstairs . Her gorgeous blue eyes Looking around the new house taking in the new sights . I give her to stassie whilst I make some toast .
I sit down with Sammy and ivy and stas and we all eat together . Ivy does her little baby talk which makes us all laugh. Bring here with everyone makes me feel better . I don't want to go back to London .

"So I was thinking , maybe we could meet up with a few people . Jack and Johnson ? " Sammy says .

I shake my head " I don't think that's a good idea sammy"

"Come on savs you need to tell them about Ivy " " you can't just hide her forever " he says .

I think about it and eventually give in . "We'll meet at the restraunt down the road at 6pm tonight . I'm going to get more nappies . " I grab my house keys and walk to the nearest shop .

When I get back Sammy tells me that everyone said they'll come . I nod my head and go upstairs to get ready as its 4 pm already !

I start with the makeup . First time I've worn some in like a week .
Then I curl my hair and put on some jeans and a shirt . I still need to lose some baby fat . I then dress ivy in a little dress with some tights and tier her little Afro curls up . I take her downs stairs and it's time to go . We're the first ones there which I'm sort of glad about . I take a seat and leave ivy in the pram next to me .

Then Jack and Johnson walk in . Johnson runs over and gives me a big hug .
"I missed you babe "
I give him a smile .

Jack walks over to Sammy shakes his hand and says hi to stassie . He then gives me a smile . A smile . Seriously a smile .

"Seriously bro ? The least you could do is say hello . God show her some respect ! " Sammy shouts at Jack . Stas holds his hand and he sits back in his chair .

I decide to speak up .

"I may have left a couple of years ago abit unexpected but to be honest it was the best thing that I ever did . I met the man of my dreams and we created something beautiful "I pick up Ivy and show her to the table .

Johnson cusses and jacks eyes widen .
"Can I give her a hug ?" Johnson asks .

"Sure" I smile and pass her over .

He cuddles her and plays with her.
"Jack can I talk to you in private " I say .

we go outside the restraunt to talk .

"I'm sorry Jack for leaving but you messed up and those were the consequences . " I say

"I loved you savs. So much. And you left me "

"No you left me for Madison a long long time ago " I say.

"I know that . She's beautiful y'know " he says smiling at me ."Ivy ... She's beautiful . Got your eyes " he says .

I smile at him . " I know she took after her father " I say looking at the sky .

"What do you mean took ?" Jack says looking me in the eye .

"He passed away of cancer 4 days ago Jack " I whisper tears filling my eyes .

"Oh god Savannah I'm sorry . Come here " he pulls me too him and hugs me. He kisses the top of my head .

"It's okay now your back home with us"