Pink princess

F I F T E E N

All my friends always lie to me
I know they're thinking,
You're to mean I don't like you
Fuck you anyway
Afraid- the neighbourhood.
(This song was my life for a while till I realized I didn't deserve that)
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There was far to much light in this room right now was my first thought waking up the next morning. The second thing running through my mind being holy shit my head hurts like a mofo. I couldn't even get up without feeling dizzy and nauseous. So I laid there and tired to remember what I did the day before. Judging from the raging headache and nausea it was a hangover, I just couldn't remember why I got drunk, with who, and off what that's making me feel so bad. I was in only an oversized shirt but I swore I was wearing jeans yesterday though since I could barely remember what I drank yesterday it could've been a dream.

The space next to my bed was empty and cold meaning no one had slept with me, that gave me a great relief. Finding what little strength I had I walked to my bathroom, opening the cabinet and taking out some Advil for the headache. I also put on some sunglasses because there was way to much light in my apartment. I brushed my teeth and headed to the living room not feeling any hunger.

While I was walking I heard noises and got scared, who could it be, why are they in my house what the hell. I grabbed the closet thing to me it being a brush from my bathroom. Great I'm gonna hurt someone real bad with a freaking hair brush. The unknown person had their back to me with a hoodie on and they seemed to be cleaning my counter. Who comes into someone's home to clean without the other person knowing weirdo's.

I guess they heard my footsteps cause they turned around, and they just happened to be Connor. Relieved that I wouldn't have to knock anyone out with a hair brush I chucked it towards the couch. "I swear to everything Connor if you ever scare me like that I will feed you a worm" I said after sitting down on the kitchen island. My threat was empty because I wouldn't be able to hurt Connor, also feed him a worm Yup he's definitely terrified of me now.

"I thought you were still sleeping, and that was on pretty scary threat babe" he responded laughing a little, and even though my headache and annoyance he managed to put a smile on my face. I just shook my head at him and hopped of the island ready to just lay on my couch the whole day and watch orange is the new black. I hadn't seen the new season and everyone was raving about it might as well give it a shot.

" con you staying today" I called over my shoulder. "If you want I don't want to leave and you'll end up getting wasted again" he said back giving me a serious look. I nodded and motioned for him to come lay down next to me. The Advil had kicked in and my headache was slightly better. Connor laid next to me and I ended up laying my head on his lap my legs dangling off the couch.

The day progressed like that, Connor playing with my hair as we watched orange is the new black and other shows. We hadn't gotten off the couch our positions did change though I was now basically laying on top of him. My head on his chest and his arms wrapped tightly around me. I wanted to stay like this forever, not a care in the world with the person I love.

LOVE. I don't love Connor I couldn't it would never work, maybe I had a slight infatuation with the boy but I wasn't love. No, and he'd never love me so it wouldn't work out. He did make me feel special but I wouldn't fall,I couldn't fall. Hed break my heart like all the others I wouldn't allow myself to go through that pain again. Although the feeling I got around him was unlike anything else. The butterflies I felt whenever I saw him, the speaks running through my body we we touched. The heart-eyes I gave him when he talked. The way I perfectly in his arms, how he was the only one I ever trusted after the whole incident happened. Maybe I did love him, just a smidge.

Thinking it was the perfect chance to ask him about us I went for it. Lifting my head and whole body off his I stared awkwardly into his hypnotizing green eyes. He gave me a look of confusion but I just sat back crossing my legs, he did the same. "We need to talk" was all I said. He turned the TV off to give me his full attention.

"Hit me" he said his voice a bit shaky with nerves. Doesn't everyone get nervous when you tell them you need to talk to them or that you have a question.

I took a deep breath in, thinking of what to say I didn't want to seem eager but hell, I really was. "What are we" the words rolled off my tongue so easily I was almost surprised myself.

Connor looked taken aback like he was expecting something seriously Bad. He looked at me for a while every second passing making me even more nervous. So since he wouldn't answer me I started rambling like I always do when I'm nervous.

"I know you may not like me, I mean obviously you don't like me, I'm me. But I feel all these things when I'm with you and it makes me so happy and you're the only one who's been able to make me smile after the whole thing happened and I---" was caught off with his plump lips smashing into mine. He kissed me for a while before stopping for the both of us to catch our breaths.

"Troye sivan mellet you talk way to much and we are whatever you want us to be" he said and I couldn't have been more happier in my life.

I laughed still a little in shock from the kiss and the words that he just uttered. "I wanna be yours" I said confidently now knowing he wanted me just as much as I wanted him.

"You've always been mine my pink princess" he stated kissing my forehead. I blushed both because of the nickname and what he had just done.

That day we stayed up all night taking to each other about everything and nothing at the same time. Everything was okay now, well at least as okay as things will get in my crazy world.

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This seems like it's the end doesn't it? Well technically yeah kinda there's another chapter and an epilogue then I'm done with this weird story that I honestly have no idea what I did.

Anyway the amazing new cover was made by the babe -pansy thanks doll it's great I love it.

I love y'all and also I forgot to like say this before but 1K VEIWS HOW?? THIS STORY IS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND MY WIRTINF IS NOT EVEN GOKD IDK BUT I LOVE YALL SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU THANK YOU THABK YOU.

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