Pink princess

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You built me from a broken heart
With bricks you made from broken parts
You've fixed the paint so we can start
But now what's mine is ours
Selena Gomez- survivors.

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These past weeks with Connor have been constant and complete bliss, he basically moved in with me after we confessed our feelings and it felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. He still left everyday to his own house because had a cat to feed and clothes to change. I hadn't expected anything less from him though.

He treated me like a prince, or in his words "pink princess" I never realized how much I needed him till I had him. We bickered over stupid things yet I still felt foolishly and utterly in love with my green eyed, Carmel haired boy. We fought over stupid things really, what show to watch, why i took so long getting ready and who was to pay for who whenever we went out.

I was fully capable of taking care of myself and buying my own things. Working full time at the cafe I was earning money. Definitely not as much as I had working at the strip club but those days were over. The employees at the cafe consisted of Ariana, keya and I. They were both so sweet and made working so easy, they were both hapilly together and Ariana owned the cafe. I worked there from Monday through Friday 12-8 it was a lovely job and I was more than happy.

Life was okay right now, I wasn't happy I wasn't sad I was content. These wounds are still fairly open and not fully healed. With time and the love Ive got they will heal and I'll be happy. Everything that has happened to me happened for a reason and I will get over it I am strong.

Connor and I will build a strong love and we'll continue to support each other with every step we make and care for each other. There will never be anything that could or would stop us from being with each other. He was there from the beginning and as he promises he will be there till the end; I believe that I truly do. I will put all my trust into him as will he with that trust and love we will survive. As long as we've got each other.

I spent a lot of my life hoping to find one and thinking I wasn't good enough that no one would ever want me. Someone who spent their nights dancing to grimey old men. Yet he came along and swept me off my feet when I wasn't even looking.

I will now continue to live me life the way I want it, I will do whatever I desire and please. I am my own person and I am proud of what I have become and what Is for me in the future. All the events I went through only show how strong I am and I will never doubt myself I will never put myself down.

It was never my fault it will never be my fault. I was just unlucky that they couldn't keep it in their pants. Everything about my life will now fall into place and I will do all In my power to make it the best it can be.

Life isn't always fair and most of the time you wish your life was different but I promise it gets better and you'll love what your life is.

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I'm so sorry this is so bad but I don't think you guys understand how bad I feel and how much I don't like this story.

It became a chore for me to try and write.

I'll add a final authors note to this.

Bye loves