Chapter 4

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Brief A/N: this might seem short, but it's something. This is also an important chapter.





Chapter 4

Recap:

Saved by the bell, litterally! I rushed to the door and unbolted it. I opened up the door to find Dana, Tyler,George, and my mother!

"Hello Mistress, I'm sorry were late!" Dana spoke. I heard Mr.Dawson grunt behind me

"Mistress?!" my mom and Jake said at the same time, ahh shit!

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I glared at Dana, while she was looking at Jake like he was a piece of meat, who was giving death glares to George, while he was staring wide-eyed at my mother, who had a shock face look at me! Dammit, how was I gonna explain this to her? Is she gonna tell dad?! Oh my gosh, I'm totally scre-

"Are we gonna quit this whole "staring line", or are you gonna invite us in?" Tyler said an amused look on his face, mixed with pure lust. I should slap him.

I moved back and let all of them come in, except my mother. When everyone was in the living room. I looked at her and she had this look of disgust and dissapointment on her face. Damn!

"Ma..." I started, but she cut me off, with her hand.

"I am so dissapointed in you! Your following in Their footsteps! I thought I raised you better than that? I thought you understood that. I thought you had learned, but aparently not. Come to me when you get yo life together." she said, trying to sound young and hip even in serious situations. "I came by to give you this. It came for you in the mail." she said in a softer tone and handed ne the paper, then left. I looked at the paper and saw my name in neat handwriting, but no ones name in the sender part.

"Autumn , what is going on?" Jake said. I turned around from the door, where my mother once was and saw everyone looking at me. I started to tear up, but I won't let them see me cry.

"Can all of you please leave?" I turned my head away as I said that.

"Autumn-"

"NO, just get OUT ALL of you! Get Out! Get Out! Get Out!" I said walking to the bathroom. I laid the mail on the table on my way there. I heard the door open and close and then silence.

Silence.

I'm left with what I started with. How could she compare me to that? How could she think that I do th-

"Nevermind," I said aloud. Pushing those thoughts out of my head. I will not have a mental breakdown over that. I think it's time I get some closeure, by myself. I packed my bags and booked a flight out to Virginia.

I grabbed the new phone that Mr.Dawson gave me. I have to call him and request a couple of days off, I have to do this for me. He picked up on the second ring.

"I see your using the new phone." I could here the smile in his voice, and it made me smile

"Yes, I needed to call you. I have a favor to ask of you?" I said biting my lip.

"Yes Autumn, what is it?"

"I need next week off, I need to take care of some family business." I said hopefully

"Sure, just be safe and careful" he said sincerely.

Well that was easier than I thought.

"Autumn, if you don't mind me asking, where are you going?"

"Virginia. Thank you." I hung up after that.

I went into my room and went to the back of the closet an crouched down in front of the vent. I reached my hand up, searching for the screwdriver. I got the screwdriver down and undid the guard. I pulled the white 'pipe' out and unscrewed it. After unscrewing it I grabbed the tin can and put it t the bottom of my suitcase. I finished my packing and sat it by the door.

I went to my room and pulled out a picture of my mom, dad, brother, sister, and me. It was a Christmas picture and I was only 4, Blade my older brother was 5 and a half, and Rose is the youngest sister, she was 2. I looked at the picture and saw how 'ideal' we look. I remember my friends used to say,

"I wish I had your mom and dad!"

"I wish I had a brother!" or "I wish I had a sister!"

"Why can't I have a house like that!"

"Why can't we just switch families Autumn?" if only they knew.

I was the middle child, no one ever paid attention to me. They was either to busy taking care of my little sister or praising my brother for his good grades. I remember acting out, trying to get their attention somehow. I mean even grandma, grandpa, aunts, uncles, and cousins paid more attention to them.

One of the reasons could be, because I looked nothing like my family. I don't look like anyone. Dad has always declared that mum had an affair after they had Blade. I'm darker than my family. I have a caramel skin complexion rather than a tan white one. I have red hair, while everyone else has brown hair. The reason I have the name Autumn is because of my eyes, they're violet, but my moms favorite season was Autumn she said I reminded he of it. But, the only thing that shows some resemblance in my family, is my cheekbones, it's the sane structure. I even act different!

As I got into high school as a sophomore, my whole family ignored me. They forgot my birthday, everything. Mum was the only one who cared for me, but not enough to tell then to stop beating me, or kicking me, or telling me that I'm dirt ambi always will be that. In the middle of my sophomore year my father pulled me out of school, saying it was a privelage I didn't deserve. They made me their slave, and I accepted it. I had no friends so when they told me I was nothing, I believed it. Even Rose tormented me. She'd call me a slut, whore, a dirty bitch, but I still had my virginity and I didn't wear skanky clothes like she did.

When I was in high school there was this junior I liked, Josh Stevensons. He was the school hottie! We didn't talk, but we sat next to each other in math class, because I was the smartest kid in school and he was failing math. Josh was your typical footbal Quarterback, yada yada yada, to make a long story short, he was the whole package.

After a year had went by of me being pulled out of high school, on my 17th birthday the one that everyone forgot, Josh came over and no one was home, he looked delicious he looked better than the last time is saw him, he was buffer, and had at least one visible tattoo. All I caught out of what he was saying was 'looking' and 'Rose'. He asked if I could come help him find her, I was always naïve about situations like these, they may have treated me bad, but they were the only brother and sister I had. I grabbed my coat and followed him to his car. We pulled up to this old abandon house, and I gave Josh a questioning look.

"She told me she comes here sometimes" me beeing the dumb one went in first. Josh was behind me and we went down the stairs to the basement calling out

"Rose!"

Finally, when we'd searched the whole house I turned around to tell Josh she's not here, but he wasn't behind me. I called out his name and he called back saying he found something in the basement. I went to the basement and couldn't see him, so when I was going up, I felt something go over my eyes and a hand over my mouth

"Now, I-

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I snapped out of my thoughts and saw my phone's alarm going off, saying it's 3:45 am. Great, I'm gonna be sleepy on the plane. I changed into an Aèropastale blue jump suit and got melt bags and headed to the airport. I got on my plane and fell asleep. I hate falling asleep on planes, because you never know who's watching...

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