Forever?

Lies, Lies, and More Lies

Nialls POV-

I woke up, head pounding and stomach aching.

Hangovers are the worst.

I sit up and groan. I looked around as I rubbed my eyes. I was still in Liams apartment, and I was on his couch.

I plant my feet on the floor and rub my face again.

What the hell happened last night? The last thing I remember is asking Liam for his phone and I called someone. I must have blacked out after that.

"Hey sleepy head your up." I hear a familiar girls voice say.

Oh god..

"Jamie? What happemed?" I ask as she hands me advil and coffee. I nodded

"Well at about 4:30 last night you called me, and asked if I wanted to have some fun. So i came over and we had fun" She says and winks

Did I sleep with her? Fuck..

"Jamie, I was way fucked up last night. I dont even remember calling you. I dont want you to think I called to get back together." I said and she laughed

"Niall I know. Your just good in bed, so I was not gonna pass that up." She laughed and I couldnt help but feel releaved.

"Okay. Good." I say and stand uo, groaning bevause of my headache.

"Wren called. Said she needed to talk to you." She said and Im taken aback.

Wren?

"Thats all?" I ask and she nods.

"Shes in her room now. Go talk to her." She says and I nod.

"Thanks Jamie." I say grabbing my coat, and putting my shoes on.

"Yupp." She says and smiles at me

She was really a great girl. I hope she fimds someone great for her.

I grab my keys and head out the door, thinking of the beautiful girl that I was falling in love with.

What?

I had to stop by the coffee house on campus, because my headache was not going away.

I walked from there to her dorm. I smiled at the thought of seeing her smiling face. What the hell Niall?

This girl was changing me. Just like Harry said.

I got to her building and took the stairs. When I reached her room, the door was open, and Louis and her were both in there.

"Wren, I really like you, so will you do the honor of being my girlfriend?" Louis asks Wren

Please say no. Wren please.

She smiles and bites her lip. She nods and jumps and hugs him.

My heart dropped to my stomach. My heartached, and I just wanted to drop to the floor and cry my eyes out.

I also wanted to grab Louis by the throat and choke him.

I saw him pick her up and spin her around. She was really smiling, which made me happy, but also want hurt. I wanted to be the one to do that. When he sets her down, he grabs her face and kisses her. Thats it. I cant just stand here.

"Well Im glad you said yes." I say and my voice croaked. Nice Niall.

she turned toward me, eyes wide full of guilt. Louis looked at me, then her as if waiting for her to say something.

"Niall, I umm... We were just.." She trys to explain, but is at a lost for words.

Wrens POV-

Niall.

I could tell, that he saw everything, and his heart was broken.

"Niall, I umm... We were just.." I try to explain

"Save it. I can tell who you decided on." He spats at me

"Decided on?" Louis says and I turn toward him

How do I explain?

"She didnt know which one to pick, me or you, so she was going back and forth." Niall says, making me sound like a slut

"Thats not it. Me and Niall havent even kissed. Dont believe that." I say and glare at Niall, who is glaring at me

"Wait so, I was just some competition to you?" Louis asks

"Oh god no! Louis I met Niall first, I got drunk, and told him a bunch of personal stuff because I was sad. I dont even have feelings for him" Lie "I dont want what I know we can have with him" Lie "I just want you." Was that a lie?

Why am I even doing this? Why am I just leading these boys on. I am a horrible person.

"You dont want me?" Niall chokes

Oh mother of god.. No matter what I say someone gets hurt huh?

"Niall, I just cant deal with this right now. Louis, if you still want to be with me, okay but if not, i understand. I just cant lead you both on. No matter what I say or do, someone gets hurt." I say and I see Louis back away

"Wren, what do you want?" Louis asks me

I lool up at him, tears in my eyes

"Time." I whisper, and I know I just broke them both into pieces.

"Im sorry." I whisper after a moment of silence.

"Me too Wren." I hear Louis say and he grabs everything and storms out and slams the door.

It leaves me and Niall alone.

"Is it because of Robbie?" he asks

I look up from crying and he does the same. Jeeze, I really hurt him

"Mostly. I just cant get into a new relationship, when I just got out of an abusive one." I say and he nods

"Im not giving up Wren." He says and I cringe, not wanting to hurt anyone.

"Niall, please. Im no good. Im just gonna be a bitch, im just gonna push you away. Dont fall for me." I whisper and a tear escapes me eye, so i look at the ground.

I hear him make his way across the floor. He grabs my face and makes me look him in the eye.

"I already am." He whispers, right before he kisses me