My heart ached. The idea of Niall wanting nothing but to just to get into my pants hurt alot.
I started to care for Niall, and I know I shouldnt. I started to wonder if something would happen. I started to have that pathetic school girl crush where you just lay in bed and picture everything that could happen bewteen the two of you.
Pathetic is what I was. I just didnt understand why he was going to do it to me.
I layed in bed for what seemed like hours, not really feeling anything. The feeling I had, was what I used to feel like back in high school. I just felt useless.
When there was a knock on the door, i didnt jump up to answer it. I just let them keep knocking.
"Wren.."
I wanted to jump up and answer the door, but I was scared to see what he was going to say to me. Scared for yet another fight today, and I didnt know if I could handle it.
"Wren, please open up. I just want to talk." He pleaded
I got up and walked to the door, catching a glimpse of what I looked like in the mirror.
What a disgust.
My face was puffy from crying, my makeup smeared, and my hair was in knots.
I unlocked the door and opened it. He was standing there, face down, hand on the frame. When he looked up, his blue eyes were filled with sorrow, and guilt.
"Wren, Im sorry. I shouldnt have just barged out. I was stupid." Louis said and then his eyes met mine.
He looked at me and his face dropped. I moved from the door to my bed, and he followed behind.
"What happened after I left." He whispered
"Me and Niall fought. We yelled, and he said somethings to me." I croak and then lay down, my head throbbing.
"What did he say?" He asked, sitting on Susies bed.
"That he just wanted to sleep with me." I say and he nods
"And this hurt you bevause you have feelings for him? Or because you never thought this would happen to you?" He asks
"The first one." I whisper and start to cry.
He moves from Susies bed, onto mine. He pulls me on his lap, and I lay my head on his shoulder. He rubs my back and hugs me close. I hide my face and start to cry into his shoulder.
"I would never do that to you Wren. Never." He whispers as he rubs small circles on my back, making me calm down.
I nod and wrap my arms around him.
"Remember what I asked you earlier? Well we can start to be that, whenever your ready." He whispers and I nod.
I look up at him and give him a small smile.
"Thank you. Im sorry for hurting you." I say and he shakes his head
"Dont. You dont have to apologize." He says
"I am though. I think it needs to be done." I say and he chuckles
"Okay. Apology accepted." He says and nudges me
I laugh and smile.
"Finally. I couldnt stand to see you crying." He whispers in my ear and I blush.
"Wren, Im starting to devolop feelings for you. Not just stupid child ones either. The real kind of feelings." He says and I meet his eyes
"I know you probably dont feel the same, and I understand that. I just wanted you to know where I stand." He says and I nod
"Lou, If you give me time, I will feel that way towards you. I just need.. Time." I say and he smilss at me
"Then thats what ill give you." He says
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