"I already am." He whispers, right before he kisses me
He pulls me close and grabs my neck so I cant leave. His lips are soft, and I cant stop him. I wouldnt even if I had the chance and the thought terrifies me.
Our mouths move in sync with each other and we stand in the middle of my room, just kissing.
When he pulls himself away, he looks into my eyes, the pericing blue of his staring straight into me.
"Wow.." I manage to breath out
He kisses my lips again and then rests his forhead on mine.
I pull away and he lets me. I smile but then feel guilty.
Louis.
How could I do this to him?
Before I cpuld let my emotions show, a tear escapes my eye, and i sniffle. Damn it.
"Wren?" Niall asks
I dont answer him, knowing if I say why im sad, he'll flip out.
His hand grabbing my wrist pulls me out of my guilt. He grabs my face and I try to look away. I couldnt look into his eyes.
"Wren whats wrong?" Niall asks me, making me look into his eyes.
"Niall... I cant do this... I cant.." I sat and wipe tears away.
Niall looks at me, heartbroken yet again.
Wow great job Wren.
"What...?" He says and wipes my tears away with his thumb.
He was being so nice, but what I was about to say would break that.
"I cant do this to Louis, Niall." I whisper and I notice his body go stiff
He doesnt say anything, just lets me go.
He walks to the door, trying to hold back whatever it is he is and then stops ,his hand on the doorknob.
"Niall?" I ask and he looks back at me
"Whats so special about Louis?" He whispers
"I dont know Niall, he just is. I cant fuck it up." I say and his head snaps up
"Fuck it up? How can you fuck it up if this is nothing?" He asks and my heart breaks
"What?" I say and he turns his whole body towards me.
"Its not like I wanted something real anyways. I just wanted to fuck you." He says and smirks
Im taken aback. My heart really aches.
"I dont.. i dont-" He stops me
"You didnt understand? You dont what Wren!" He yells
"I dont understand why! Why you had planned to just fuck me and leave!" I yell back and then break into sobs
"Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Your better than that." He says right before he opens and slams the door.
A/N
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