Forever?

"Im Just Screwed up.."

Nialls POV-

How can I be so stupid? Why the hell did Britani have to go out and say that, especially in front of Wren. I didnt want her to know just yet.

I walk outside the hospital and stand outside, its dark outside and it feels amazing. It makes me miss home.

The wind that blows is a warm breeze, and there is not a single cloud in the sky. I look up and see the stars and the moon.

Flashbacks start of when I was 11, and my family first started to fall apart. I remember staying up all night on the roof, looking up at the sky. Tears threatin to spill, and I cant let anyone see that. I dont take notice to the door opening and then footsteps in my direction.

"Hey man. You okay?" I hear Zayns voice say

"Yeah, fine." I say and change my posture

"I know your not. Why did you suddenly end it with Jamie?" He asks and moves infront of me

"I dont know man, I guess I just dont feel that spark, you know?" I say and he nods

"I know how easily you cant express your feelings, but If you did this for Wren, she's not gonna want to be in a relationship. Not even 'fuck buddies.' " He says this and I look up, both confused and a little pissed off at the same time.

"Who said I wanted either? Who said I even liked Wren?" I say defensivly and head back inside, leaving Zayn outside.

What a dick..

Wrens POV-

"Your gonna have to take it easy. I understand that you have classes Monday, and so we have to release you, but just take it easy, take all your meds, and just stay out of trouble. okay?" My nurse says and I nod

"Okay your free to go" She tells me and Liam and Harry help me up.

If this isnt pain, I dont wanna know what is.

"My god.. this hurts like a bitch" I curse and head for the bathroom to change.

"Susie, will you help me?" I ask and she nods

She closes the door behind her and helps me undress. Neither of us say a word, which bugs the hell out of me.

"Say something" I whisper and she looks up from helping me tie my shoes

"Im just thinking, why a guy would hurt you like this." She says and finishes tying my left shoe, now starting on my right.

I let out a big breath of air, hurting my rib in the process.

"Its always been this way. Since I was 6, Iv been beaten, and mentaly abused. Im just used to it by now I guess." I say trailing off, my voice cracking at the end.

"You shouldnt be used to it. Thats the problem." Susie whispers and looks up at me.

I sit there for a minute before I break down.

"Im just screwed up. I cant explain everything now, but if you want to hear about it later, Ill explain." I say and she nods

"Take your time." She says and helps me stand up.

"Door!" She yells and someone opens the door.

"Lets just get you back to the dorms and make sure your rested." She says and smiles at me.

I smile back at her and look around the room, looking for him.

He never did come back, and when he left, Zayn went after him. Zayn was back, so he must have left.

"Thank you guys, for helping" I say and they all nod and smile

"No problem love" Perrie says and smiles

"Were gonna kick his ass." Liam says and Harry and Zayn nods

Panick spreads threw my torn bodie.

"Guys, please dont. Hes not worth it" I try to beg with them

"He broke you Wren. So were gonna break him" Harry explains

"No use in arguing Wren." Brittani says and they all chuckle

Except me

"Please you guys.." I beg again

By the look on the faces they werent changing there mind.

"If your gonna fuck him up, I might as well be there." I say

Everyone laughs and we head back to the dorms.

Nobody brought up Niall, and thats who I wanted to talk about most. I was uneasy the whole way to the dorms and when we got back, it was a very unexpected surprise.