i was sitting on the sofa eating fruit that was filled up in a bowl, as one of my favorite shows suspect (and no it's not a detective show) was playing on the tv. zayn had texted me earlier about how he was on his way here. that was about twenty five minutes ago, so he should be here in another thirty or so minutes since it was only an hour drive.
i was excited to see him again and have him here physically. in the amount of weeks we've known one another, he somehow made me the happiest i have ever been in a while in just such a small amount of time. every time we talk i have a big smile on my face and it's like all my sadness goes away. and despite my past and bad experiences, zayn just seems to take all my worries away with just the simplest things he says.
i developed so many feelings for him. he's just so sweet and kind. i like how he is with me. he may be abit dirty minded, but he can quickly turn into a total gentleman and say the sweetest things you can imagine. he makes me feel good about myself. and he makes me laugh. which is something i haven't done in a while before i met him. and i was so glad he actually noticed a nobody like me through a social media site. i wonder what possessed him to message me that day. out of all people, why me? i swear he could have found much more better people to talk to than worthless me.
and although i felt that way, i'm still happy that it was me he talked to.
i finished off the fruit bowl, before carefully standing up and walking into the kitchen and placing the bowl in the dishwasher. then i go in the fridge and grab my bottle of water, twisting the cap off and taking a sip. i hum in satisfactory when the cool liquid slides down my throat. i close the door and walks back into the living room slowly sitting down. my cat sobe jumps up into my lap, making me giggle as he curls up into a ball. i pet his soft fur, as i look over and check the time.
i wanted to text zayn and ask him how much longer it would take, but he was driving and i didn't want to distract him while he was driving. so i decided against it, and continued to wait patiently while i stroked sobe's fur and watched my show on the telly.
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zayn: baby , open the door daddy's here 🌚
i roll my eyes at the text he sent me, but smiles widely wanting to jump up and run to the door. but i couldn't do that of course. so i gently picked up my sleepy cat off my lap and sat him on the other side of the sofa, before making my way over to the door. i unlock the door, opening it. and before he could say anything, i attack him in a hug, burying my face into his chest. zayn chuckles, wrapping his arms around me, swaying us from side to side.
"you weren't lying when you said you missed me hm?" he says, voice sounding sexy as ever. i shake my head against him. he rubs my back, pulling me away from him slightly so that he could kiss my cheek. i blush, my heart skipping a beat and i bite my lip. i finally take the time to look at him. he was so freaking hot, and the outfit he was wearing looked so good on him. how even is this perfect man standing in my house right now?
"like what you see?" he asks, winking."yes, very much." i breath out, getting flustered. zayn smirks, leaning down to press a lingering kiss to the side of mouth. damn it just kiss me already!
"c'mon let's get inside babe."
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"zaynie stop!" i giggled, as he kept tickling my feet.
"your feet are so cute and baby soft." he coos, brushing his fingers across the bottom of my foot. i move my legs away from him, snickering.
"no they're not, feet are not cute."
"yours are." zayn moves up, and rests his head on my thighs, looking up at me meeting my eyes. he pokes out his lips, blowing me a kiss and i giggle. i place my head on his head, rubbing my fingers across the top of his head, making him hum and close his eyes. "do you feel okay to go out today love?"
"yeah zaynie, where to?"
he opens his eyes, "i wanted to take you out some place."
i smile, "like a date?"
"yeah baby." he says smoothly, making my heart flutter. i try not to squeal as i feel extra excited and giddy inside.
"okay!" i squeak out loudly, before covering my mouth, my cheeks turning red with embarrassment. zayn laughs and sits up, leaning over to kiss my forehead. and i swear to god i will faint if he kisses me again.
"okay get dressed babe, wear anything you feel comfortable in." he tells me, before getting off the bed and holding his hands out to help me stand up. i blush, taking his hands letting him gently pull me up to stand. i wish all guys were as gentle and caring as he was. if that were the case all the pain and suffering i have been through would have been non existent. but i guess not all guys know how to treat a person, and it's just sad. i wish those people would all just disappear.
but with a guy like zayn, i didn't even worry about that much anymore. he gave me no reason to be afraid of him, or think he would do something to hurt me. it's why i was always happy around him and never thought anything bad. i could feel it deep within me. zayn was not that type of person and it's exactly why i liked him so much.
i wish i could fully be his.
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this sucked :(
date in the next chapter, i would have written in in this, but i'm tired af, i'm bout to go back to sleep.
what do you think will happen in the next chapter ? 🌚🌚
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